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时光机 - 五月天

那阳光碎裂在熟悉场景好安静
一个人能背多少的往事真不轻
谁的笑谁的温暖的手心我著迷
伤痕好像都变成了曾经

全剧终看见满场空座椅灯亮起
这故事好像真实又象虚幻的情境
只是那好不容易被说服的自己
藉口又顶不住懊恼的侵袭

好后悔好伤心想重来行不行
再一次我就不会走向这样的结局
好后悔好伤心谁把我放回去
我愿意付出所有来换一个时光机

对不起独自回荡在空气没人听
最后又是孤单到天明
(最后又是孤单到天明)
ps:生活就是这样爱情不是想象
真的痛总是来的很轻盈没声音
从背后慢慢缓缓抱著我就像你
你和我还有很多的地方还没去
为何留我荒唐的坐在这里

thrs this girl. quite special also. haha. i guess little till none knew abt her. oh well. thrs things she dont know. acutally u did 打动我的心but too bad @ tt pnt of time. somehw the WHOLE world seems to b against me going tgt with u. i guess u didnt noe tt. hahaz. n im acting?痴情?. oh well. sometime i wonder hw will it b like if we reali gt tgt. will b still b frens now?. or like complete strangers nt in contact anymore?. sometimes leaving it at frenship is better den crossing the line. dont u think so. n nope i dont need a 时光机. i quite happy all these happen. they happen for a reason. so i can b a better man. dont u think so ? =).

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the girl tt accompany me during my fyp. sitting beside me looking @ me doing my animation... thanks lots. support,love,care just when i need it. thou i dont think u will c this. haha.

-that's all folks-

Last of Last

那些女孩教我的事 - 品冠

要不是你让想念猖狂打破天窗
我不会发现枕头上的荒凉
以为你就是故乡
却变成我的流浪

谁的傍晚是谁的天亮
十九八七六十六亿人同时狂欢
五四三二一个人倒数孤单
回忆的拥挤广场
假装你还在身旁
就像你最爱依赖我的肩膀

第一行诗的狂妄
第一首歌的难忘
第一次吻你的唇你的倔强
第一颗流星灿烂
第一个天真愿望
第一个诺言美丽的荒唐

你教我爱的善良
你教我恨的野蛮
你教我忘记该忘伤心太伤
那些你教我的事
让思念更苦更长
只想问想念的想念的想念的你怎么样

爱情是信仰或只能是旅途风光
那女孩带我漫游一次天堂
你教我怎么爱上
却没教怎么遗忘
让我的阳光都变成了泪光

during my emo period. well i think i pissed alot of ppl off. oh well n i did hav ppl who standby me n encourage me to go on. n sure 那些女孩教我的事 sure is alot. but nt to 4get my brothers also. WHO NVR FAIL TO MOCK ME. rubbing salt to wound is just to help me get stronger i guess. wadever dont kill u makes u stronger. this theory hav a wide application yea?.

acutally thrs a this person i wan to specially thank......

First of Last.

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hmm. after last night effort to help my fren in her relationship, n i hope i did a gd deed rather den making a tragic happening =x.. anyway after much consideration n all gd things come to an end. its time to close this blog. Bur Why, u asked. coz when i frist set up this blog. im like max emo n life seems to b just 黑白灰.. n the farmiliar scent the scent tt i luv faded. lol tts hw the blog url came abt. it just a way of saying im missing her scent. oh well. wads past has passed. so yea its time to close this emo blog. hmm. well this blog 一路走来.. saw me 成长?.. it fullfilled its mission i guess. well it was used by me just to vent n write out my emo feelings n such. so much so tt i dotn get overloaded. oh well. i reali dont c the need now.

n tbh. thrs some entries i typed. but i nvr post them. n i guess. thrs reali no pnt posting them now anyway. its too late. life is full of regrets. just hope to reduce the amt of regrets i guess. 2 regrets so far. hahaz. both on this blog. :P


让时间开口 - 张智成

脚步重心口痛你开始泪流
太明白在未来已不能迁就
应验了一开始有人说
我们一定不会长久

泪干了各自走不会有挽留
现在就放开不会再牵的手
没有错我们并没有错
只是走不到最后

从头到尾安静地承受
分开的默契我们都有
所有的想念和问候
留作以后朋友代口

当时间缓缓流走
已不适合再开口
背影随沉默拉长
所有答案都在心上
会代替我们开口
寂寞再回到身旁
爱情留待别人遇上

时间会代我开口
时间会代你开口
时间会索你所有
过去现在或以后

















i bet u highlighted the blank areas n hope to c wads the "hidden" stuff. but too bad so sad. thrs none.

i arldy sae i dont need to 开口 as 时间以开了口. haha. i believe she will understand 2. =)

Goldfish Memory.

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thrs this sat.. i met jy for lunch after her BBDC lessons.. it was full of lolz.. as she complained taking .. wah reali its so inconnivent for those living far far to learn driving oh well.. taking driving lessons if ur staying far.. n tts y she 1 short take all the lessons =x.. .. n for ppl like me.. mayb.. i c L plate everyday i dont reali hav the burning urge to faster learn n drive.. prob im nt with the right company?.. or even my dad car dont reali motivate me.. guess everything plays a part yea?..

so its pastamania.. wah kao.. long time nvr eat liao.. NS 是苦命的lor.. hahaz.. n so we r done with our food n her fren tt shes suppose to meet isnt here yet, n she sure is late.. so oh well being 地头蛇.. brought her up to the arcade.. n err.. O.O.. its newly rennovated.. i also veri long nvr go West mall arcade.. nt an arcade fan, yea?..

but lol la.. i nvr knew this.. its fun looking @ girl playing arcade games.. lagi more fun.. den playing myself.. sibei cute lei.. c Jy down thr wack the machine.. can 发泄 n enjoy the game @ the same time.. n hmm.. somehw i feel while watching her play.. i sort of 4gt soemthing.. seems impt.. but den i reali cant rmb @ the pnt of time.. well i guess it isnt impt ba.. hmm.. i kept thinking wad it is.. but den i seem to b happier 4gettin/without it.. hmm.. oh well.. thr came her fren.. n we parted..

.... its till night time.. my fren msn me... u noe now 她 ............................................................

Bday, Crashes?

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n so i was like drinking dessert 1 night with mao mao.. n den i recieve a phone call.. JETSON.. come my bdae.. on sat.. bla bla bla.. den i was like.. err didnt u sms-ed me or soemthing.. n i went to check.. den i realised.. HOLY SHIT..

during the day. amy was like.. my bday must come hor on a sat... so i went.. wah liao ppl 21st cannot PS 1.. den the night.. my OLD FREN BUDDY BROTHER.. 6 yr pri sch 4 yr sec sch 3 yr poly.. whr to find.. ok la nt sae same class every yr but same sch also nt ez liao..

so i was like.. wah GG.. i promised both side.. hmmm.. so decided to go both.. so its like soccer first half second half.. hmm.. of coz is go amy side first.. coz she my close to me?.. ok la i feel my nose getting longer.. its coz.. she live jurong, other guy is batok.. of coz "far" 1 go first
coz later go hm ezier xD..

nth much @ amy place.. just thrash talking n err.. miss chua n co came i went off.. i think i sit for like 1hr nia.. bo bian gt second half.. well i managed to wait till miss chua they all come.. nt bad liao.. n OH YA.. i sort of overheard this no sparks thing.. hmm.. yea lor.. sparks cfm no sparks 1.. think i pass the period liao.. well acutally even no sparks.. 平淡也能很精彩,不是吗?.. hahaz.

so i went over to the guy side.. n o.o.. i reach thr only.. i c MY SIBEI "GD" FREN, xueyi.. wah liao.. me n her story.. 3 day 3 night also cannot finish.. k mayb nt story.. 恩怨 rather lol.. n she was like..

JETSON 你瘦了!! .. was the first thing i heard!!.. i was like since when im fat.. mayb just a bit more meat @ poly =x.. so i told her.. i went to tekong lei.. NS.. u think wad.. go thr chalet happy?.. yea i noe it looks like chalet but.. gt excerise de lei.. ok for those of u who gt no idea who is xueyi.. shes a little plump.. i swear just a little.. k i can feel it my nose getting longer.. n she was like so hw to 瘦下来.. so i told her.. go tekong lor.. u voluteer go serve ns.. i bet my ass.. 3 weeks u cfm slim down.. its better den any slimming centre out thr u can find.. n its the HEATHIER all NATURAL way.. xD.. so i eat finish.. or rather second rnd of bday buffet.. thr was other sec sch mate.. so i was talking to them... n yes we decided to call it a night n go hm.. tts after deciding NT TO i repeat NT TO GO FOR some drinks.. yes MAO MAO WAS thr..

n seriously.. hes our topic of the night.. i was last to reach?.. i went o amy place rmb?.. so when i went thr.. after the 寒暄stuff.. xue yi told me.. ur brother mao mao.. 要结婚le.. he just "showed" his gf pic to me the other day-.-!!.. I LAUGHED MY ASS OFF... right on the spot..seriously wtf?...?!?!?!.. nt like i nvr giv face or wad.. but wtf?.. 结婚!!!!!?!?!?!?!... tts just out of his mind.. so we tok tok tok.. when we left.. me him n 1 of my sec sch buddy went mac n attempt to prevent a disaster from happening.. LOL

acutally.. he signed on.. so its no problem getting married.. u get money for signing on.. u get a regular pay.. ur job is 铁饭碗as long as u dont do stunt.. n yea hes all set of marriage... ERR WAIT NO WAI.. wtf? marriage.. hes too yng.. too immature.. n i dunno la.. the way he talk to me abt his girl is like.. she cfm will b my wife.. im like err?.. coz this gf of his.. was his gf a couple yrs back n den broke up.. n now they came back.. so im like.. HMMmMMmMMmmMm.. he keeps telling me y he sld get marry.. n y this girl is his 真命天女.. -.-!!! n i kept trying to prevent a tragic from happening.. n man .. lol.. my other fren was reali laughing thru out the session of he wants to get married thingy..

oh well.. wadever la.. i conclued for him.. think twice think thrice, think once more b4 deciding.. acutally kinda think of it... n if ur reali going to get married.. next time @ night u can call me out for drinks.. i will b thr for u.. LOLOL..esp when u feeling 烦 or wadsoever.. HAHA!..

sg need more ppl like him.. so we can get higer birth rates.. =)... yea yea.. i saw tt in ur eyes.. ur asking now wad abt me.. when do i plan to get married?.. well.. definitely nt now.. i dont even hav a GF lol.. marriage is so far far far away thingy.. prob 10yrs?.. nah.. 12yrs i guess... n mayb dont plan to get married?.. hahaz... 砖石王老虎.. also gd wad.. dont u think so ?... ;)

Last bits

Well.. every beginning comes with an ending.. so hw or another.. i also dunno hw.. seriously.. i survived my BMT lol.. from the veri beginning thinking the accomendation will b shit.. n its turn out alright.. till the last day i step out.. n i reali think i will nvr return in the rest of my life.. to this island.. ok mayb i would.. when its my sons turn TO Become MAN from boys.. o.o. hahaz..

n i guess i will missed my bunkmates.. like my buddy.. who luvs to to get naked.. actually its alright to get naked.. in front of girls (oops).. BUT nt like in BMT.. whr its all guys.. LOL.. n the best part is.. he reali likes to run to the toilet to shower naked.. n run back naked with his towel in bunk.. n not once.. but twice gt caught by our CSM.. lol.. sibei funny.. n our CSM warned him.. nt once but twice also.. 1 more time he gt caught by him.. he is going to make him.. naked run arnd the company line.. LOL..

den i have other bunkmates who goes...我一前的girl, 不喜欢我XXXX. but 现在的girl ok with XXXX.. den the other guy yea lor my girl like OOOO.. dunno like XXXX nt.. u sld try OOOO also .. lol im like -.-.. come on la 10am fall in.. u all start talking abt this kind of stuff.. serious lol 1.. =x.. if @ night i can understand.. but lol.. without them.. bmt life cfm sian... hahaz..

lets c.. more less conclued my bmt.. abit sian yet.. lol.. dont u think so?..

Miscellous - Song II

den also.. some hw.. i dunno how also.. this song came arnd the sch.. n its quite nice also.. stay back n relax.. just use ur ears n listen.. =)

Stop & Stare - One Republic

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see

They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What u need, what u need...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see...

Miscellous - Song I

Life is boring @ some offshore island.. so when thrs free time, back in bunk in the toliets u will hear ppl humming songs.. n this song.. lol.. i gt hear b4.. its quite old thou.. but its a nice song.. but i dunno its title.. so end up.. from dunno.. till noe the song gt the song.. tks to my bunkmates.. lol.. everyday sing.. like chanting like tt.. hahaz..

here goes.... bunk song..

万芳 -新不了情

心若倦了泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
已不见你暮暮与朝朝
这一份情永远难了
原来时还能再度拥抱
爱你的人如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道
回忆过去
痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
愿难了情难了
心若倦了泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
已不见你暮暮与朝朝
这一份情永远难了
原来时还能再度拥抱
爱你的人如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道
回忆过去
痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
愿难了情难了
回忆过去
痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
愿难了情难了

nice isnt it..?

Miscellanous - Bday

Once in a life time thingy.

n yea i spent my bday in tekong.. quite zhun lei.. n wah scary 1.. the night b4.. the PC will announce ppl whose having bday the next day.. will some more sae the platoon section bed number.. BALLS shrink.. LOL.. later kanna bday bash!.. cfm sibei high... nt 10 on 1.. think of 40 on 1 .. tt kind... -.-!

n true enough.. gt strange thing happen.. as usual the night.. i went for bathe n washing.. YES no gf phone call.. pls dont rub it in.. LOL.. but i went back.. the whole bunk was dark.. o.o!!.. i was like.. wtf.. 不对劲.. so i went back to my bed.. ZOMG.. my blanket pillow went missing.. so i went screaming.. den no1 reply.. cb all act slping.. den no1 call gf sia.. wtf weird sight.. zzz.. so i end up hunting for my pillow n blanket.. wah lan.. sibei fun -.-... den so hw or another.. it appear back on my bed again!!.. -.-!!.. 真是好(被)玩.. lol..

den nvm.. as i lie on my bed they sing happy birthday song sia.. 是感动的wor.. den they did some R21 stuff lol.. sibei lame 1.. i just roughly infer.. u all go imagine>.>.. my buddy.. he kupo a cupcake.. was our night snack.. den as they sing, he came to me n sae.. heres ur cake.. now.. BLOW CANDLE.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.. den i told him.. CB blow sai la.. i die also wont BLOW lol...

well.. help u all imagine a bit.. he hold the cupcake veri low.. n thr was NO candles in bunk.. n hes half naked.. top or bottom u go imagine.. farking lame.. hahaahz.. but fun la.. 5 mins lor argue the BLOWing shit... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... i DONT BLOW candle 1 lei.. -.-... but its fun anyway... =)

BUT.. once will do.. twice will b overkill!!...