Ha.

想太多 - 李玖哲

你笑着说
他是朋友
但你眼中太温柔

我的不安
那么沉重
只有你不懂

他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说
我们不是你和我

是我想太多
你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

他霸占了你的心中属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我
是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

我想我没有错怪了什么
虽然你不说或许错在我
太晚我才懂爱了你太多
是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

是你想太多,我总这样说..

总觉得你想太多..
但.. 最后是你想太多还是我.........
... 太过相信

周杰伦 - 蒲公英的约定

小学篱芭旁的蒲公英
是记忆里有味道的风景
午睡操场传来蝉的声音
多少年后也还是很好听

将愿望折纸飞机寄成信
因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币
却不知道到底能去哪里

一起长大的约定
那样清晰 打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今 唯一坚持的任性

在走廊上罚站打手心
我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓
我去到哪里你都跟很紧
很多的梦在等待着进行

一起长大的约定
那样清晰 打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今 唯一坚持的任性

一起长大的约定
那样真心
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清
你是友情还是错过的爱情

见不到,分不清,记不得,没简讯,没铃声,不联络,大结局,下一位,我不难过. =)

Every Beginning has an Ending...

你们在一起huh?..

200308 -

went angeline bdae.. lol.. took me some effort to buy her a present.. -.-!.. reali dunno wad to buy for her.. its like lol sec sch fren now 21 liao.. xD.. den 1 person buy gt budget also 1 lei.. not like i print money or soemthing.. well but i gt it done after all.. so as usual.. buy finish gt to go down.. well i didnt left hm early to get the present.. coz suppose to b like 6 start the buffet n such.. n lol.. my standard is like 7+ den will reach.. well sometime go to early.. dunno do wad also.. talk n talk my mouth will tired 1..

ok so.. i reach thr.. after getting hurried by doro like siao.. den hahahaz.. den talk talk.. so lame lor.. i go thr.. i saw xue yi!! n viven jia xuan.. n doro.. n they were sitting on those 3 a side table.. doro alone on 1 side so i sat thr.. now after a while they left.. den the other 3 came.. rofl.. those 3 girls r my sec sch classmates... wah like dunno hw many donkey yrs nvr c them o.O.. well they all look the same thou.. n of coz i asked for their contacts.. ezier to ask them out for gathering etc..

ok now u c.. 3 of them sitting opposite 2 of us sitting here.. me n doro.. so we were like talking talking.. den suddenly 1 of them whisper something to another ear.. n both giggle.. o.o u noe like 2 small girl like tt.. den.. 1 of them turn n face us.. n asked..

"你们在一起huh?.."
o.o i was like so stunt.. n for half a sec my mind went blank...
"well....." <-- just trying to buy time..
".......着是个不能说的秘密"
"shh!.. 不要跟别人讲.." <- she went..

n i went on saying she gt a bf.. BUT tt isnt me.. then the 3 of them were like least convinced.. coz when we were talking.. we were like 一唱一和.. i didnt realised tt till the girls pointed out.. o.o.. but come on we r 老朋友liao.. rofl.. n mind you.. my fren gt a BF.. better watch wad i sae.. least thing u wan is a 猪头outside my door >.>.. but he isnt present.. tt doesnt mean he wont know.. rofl la.. n

oh well.. everything ended.. accompany here take bus hm.. n den was chatting with her.. hw is she getting on etc.. acutally.. kinda think of it.. hmm... 着种感觉也不错.. i guess next time my gf.. sld b something like her... 很舒服.. no need to b some big time chio bu.. 花瓶易碎 if u noe wad i mean ^^... oh well dont think too much.. time to slp...

Its Never Enough..

080308 -

woot.. its weekend.. chiong sales chiong sales!!.. n wah.. ytd the joker(tt rich fark) came back to me.. finally.. n wah.. i just entertain a few line.. i try to siam liao.. wan buy, buy.. else i wanna do more sales.. end of the day nvr buy.. chu stunt again.. OH WELL.. im glad i nvr waste time on him.. rofl.. 6 for 2day aint tt bad i guess..

the hm journey was me myself n i.. well i did try.. but sometimes...... it just dont work out the way u wan it to b... alright..

090308 -

last day!!!.. n our in-charge is saying.. go ALL OUT.. target is 200 unit total.. 200/promoters is abt 12.. n they up our incentives.. so everything i can c in my head was like CHIONG ar.. MONEY...!!... nothing else comes near... so i really just nice hit 12 @ the end of the night sia.. hahaz.. but den again.. quite sad also lei.. coz.. my lunch n dinner.. i just sit behind my booth n eat thr.. den lots of ppl walk past me.. den throw me glances.. wah i machiam some animal from the zoo.. well i guess ppl nvr c b4 ppl eating.. or rather nvr c b4 ppl 拼命work ba.. oh well.. the 好命ppl gets to walk arnd n shop for things.. while others gt to work hard for a living.. the world is nvr fair.. n its just so true..

well this 12 units i sold dont come ez.. first the joker came again.. zzz.. he came 3 times.. this time he brough along his old mother.. n wah he reali buy.. but tts after some talks here n thr.. bla bla bla.. zzz finally brought 2 set.. come down 3 days.. i reali think its not worth the time.. oh well.. den i kinda pissed the trainer off.. BUT SERIOUSLY i dont care..

the nite b4.. i was serving this customer.. den serve serve ... @ the end.. wtf.. he came with fren.. n the trainer guy was serving.. den they both left.. n they did sae they wan 2 sets.. i told the trainer 1 each.. den he just smile smile smile.. coz the 1 i serve DID sae he wan to buy from me.. n normally.. this kind sae come back tml.. we take it as 没有的.. lol.. the world isnt so 完美.. lots of time its just 敷衍.. hahaz..

but den this time its like.. 不怕一万，只怕万一.. the customer tt fellow i served he camed back to me.. n he wanted a tv.. so i settle all the paper work n such.. den den den.. the J guy.. the 1 underage fancy -.-!.. came n told me.. isnt he ytd trainer customer.. den i was like.. NO?.. i served.. den he went on n on.. BLA BLA BLA.. y i sldnt do this n wad.. n i was like.. WTF ?.. u guys r serious?.. come on la.. when my returned came back.. n i even sae its mine.. u all just closed like its urs.. now u come kpkb here... seriously.. FUCK OFF.. den comes story.. now trainer came to me n sae.. coz the 1 he serve came back to him also.. den he was like.. the other guy brought 1 tv rite?.................................................. long shit.. den he kinda unhappy.. well i feel like telling him.. come on 1 tv.. u kpkb like tt.. some ppl reali cannot take it.. n it reali SPOIL MY DAY.. reali feel like give him the order no(we keep order no for reference n com.) n ask him FO far far far away from him.. c him i also feel pissed... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....

n anyway.. after this.. no mode liao.. still need to smile n serve.. soemthing i reali feel tired.. n i feeling veri 虚伪... oh well.. i guess its part of life again... n IM QUITE FARKING SURE i wont get tt com for tt TV .. y u asked?.. i hav nvr gotten the correct amt of comission tt tele to my records.. other den the period i work @ mustafa.. tt 1 correct lol.. the rest I THINK I DUNNO.. the eat n do pattern somehw.. its like if u put a into b.. den B might get more with A.. den A also might nt lose out.. he will still get some.. but the a bit more.. MIGHT JUST LAND in some1 else pocket.. so sometime i reali think.. work hard its gd.. BUT for a right cause.. dont u think so...

finally.. everything's over... woo hoo.. n yes.. i went hm again.. i did try.. but.. u can guess...

擦肩而过..

2nd day of IT show 08..

sold 3 tvs ytd.. n its a friday.. so i kinda wanna sell like 6 2day.. but 人算不如天算.. i kanna this kind of "wah" customer.. zzz.. i reali 4get this impt 兵家大忌.. during show.. dont do expensive, big tvs.. coz its just so farking ma fan.. wanted to buy 2 FULL HD tv wor.. den he reali do alot of pattern sia.. n all this is time wasted.. i could have served others n closed a few.. rather den doing his business.. man.. it comes back to whether u wan 满足感 or 实际(commission aka money).. oh well.. he wasted half my day.. n it i kinda found out tt.. he lives in a 3 storey bungelow n gt personal banker to do investments n shit.. n reali bwg.. sometime the richer the ppl the more 看不开.. coz just so happen tt we r having a promotion with a certain bank on a CERTAIN special Credit card.. just a small rebate.. den he was telling me.. he can get tt card like.. almost immediately to enjoy the rebate n such.. but the pnt is.. it DOESNT concern me.. if u wan to buy do stay, else leave.. time wasting during show is a BIG NONO.. n i reali 4gt this.. so u think having troublesome customer wasnt tt bad?.. he didnt make the purchase.. n he said he will come back the next day.. which to me == nothing @ all...... so its a hiaz.. 0.O.. waste of effort n such.. n best part he came with a fren.. who isnt as well off.. n he wasted both my n his time.. zzz.. seriously.. this sux..... but tts nt all.....

jr came down.. n look for me(well @ least tts wad i THOUGHT).. den he was like.. u noe, i dunno.. he told me something... tt day i happen to saw 某某.. so he well, think he mean no harm.. asked 某某if 某某 ever 某某 with me nt.. den she ans no nvr.. den jr was like.. hey look jetson.. u made a gd choice.. den i was like -.-!!.. next jr coment she gt no dress sense.. lol.. im alright wadever she sae.. coz.. 算我对不起她.. so ya.. n i did show jr my show gf.. rofl.. den i was telling him.. likes rite?.. den he laughed n comment.. 矮矮de.. >.>....

finally end of day.. closing liao.. now, i overheard my boss sae they need more ppl.. for the camera counter coz its WEEKEND.. so cfm alot of ppl.. need more ppl to "help".. seems to me.. more like more ppl to help him MAKE more money.. oh well.. n 1 of the new promoter happens to b tt.. err.. wad was his name again.. zz i 4got.. oh well.. its 1 of the trainer guy our company has.. appeared in 1 of my entries b4 i think.. so yea... is his sis... o.o.. err nothing to b 惊讶.. but its the beginning of a series of unfortunate events?..

so his sis walk over.. well.. i aint reali interested.. took a look.. den was like.. hahahaz.. it doesnt matter.. ^^.. den 1 of kia, working with us.. lets call him J.. no no.. not J for jetson.. just so qiao his inital also J.. den i was like.. HEY isnt this J, underage once talk abt?.. hmm.. oh so is this guy.. n best part is.. its nt the first time i worked with J.. but i just couldnt rmb thrs 这个人.. den he was like.. wah, woot, wooo, omg.. whose tt girl.. tts hw we learnt abt tt girl who is coming to b promoter is tt trainer sis.. den he machiam a beast released out of the zoo sia.. hahahaz..

all this doesnt matter.. its just laughing matter imo.. well den.. when they r abt to leave.. the were like k call underage go hm tgt.. n they were giving those giggles n laughter tt just WASNT so right.. oh if i u havnt realised this GUY J n tt trainer 感情quite gd.. lol.. guess birds of the same feather flock tgt.. =x.. well.. den they were like wan to call dont wan to call.. after dunno wad wad wad.. finally done.. its time to go hm via mrt... CB alrdy damn shag.. they still waste time.. zz... nvr sold any tv.. makes me even more tired.. mentally..

finally gt up the mrt.. zzz.. the trainer sis didnt come she went off eariler.. den its like.. 6 - 8 of us taking train.. den in order to pei each other hm.. have to take red line.. -.- tts an extra 20 mins.. oh well.. for frenz n.. more frenz.. its worth it... i guess... 1 by 1 they alight.. its me.. im the last to alight so sian.. n underage is second last.. n we were like talking den she told me.........

"You know the (guy)J..."
"Yea.. wad abt him.."
"I think i kinda like him.."
"orly?.."
"..."

the rest of the conversation went.. orh, ok, so, yea, ha.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz la ...... wad a day.. all kind of feelings comes tgt yea?... series of unfortunate event.. LOL?.. oh well.. its the second time.. she told me this.. the first time i ask her to go for tt guy.. coz well.. my ns is like near.. but this time rnd.. zzz.. the way she sae it is like 陷得很深.. 理智诉我.. wadever i sae now.. for wad i saw earlier, seeing is believing... will b deem as JEALOUS lol.. as TRYING to 挑拨.. so 说了等于没说，干脆不说.. oh well..

did offer to walk go hm with her.. need to take LRT n walk.. n she sae dont need.. oh well.. 看着她走出车厢，感觉上我似乎失去了某些东西.....................................................

李圣杰 - 擦肩而过

我爱着谁
爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁
能够把我让我变不对
你不会累
但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁
不顾安危 付出一切
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉

他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说 我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过

你听我说
你不要这么做
你不要看着我
说你已经知道怎么做
你很难受
我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛
再多坎坷我都陪你走
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉

他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说 我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过

他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过

你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过

擦肩而过?.. 可笑的是她们连我的擦肩都不到.........

yawns... its just time to slp.. tml is a better day... i hope..

IT show 08

Alright, all set for it show.. kinda think of it.. this might b my last MAJOR show for quite some time.. or even.. last working show for me.. for the rest of my life.. hmmm.. ppl dont reali treasure things till they r gone huh ?.. suddenly i recalled.. the last camp i went too.. the last lessons i had, with my classmates........

ok.. so morning.. report for work.. like lan jiao alrdy.. lol.. i reach the exhibit hall.. i just walk straight in.. simply ignoring the security guard.. den as i walk pass the door.. i saw.. so qiao.. alvin(ewe) n yt.. so they r working for this show.. hmm.. n lol la.. they gt no pass to go in.. n they gt stuck outside the door.. waiting for the in charge to bring them in.. n i wave to them.. i walk in liao.. >.>.. like pia kia like tt.. i dotn have the pass also.. only differences.. im wearing my Pana Polo tee..

n so its the usual.. briefing ba ba ba.. n oh ya.. saw jacklyn again, waved to her.. n lol told her, sry girl.. tv side this time, dont b sad.. hahaz.. den i ask for her number again.. coz my HP spoil.. n i kia gt own somehw.. lost tons of contacts etc... zzz... but i took this opportunity to bundle my hp home line n net into MIO.. hahaz.. faster net, free fixed line.. n a wad-seem-lower-mthly-fee, well can only noe for sure, when the next mth bill comes in.. thrs always the little little fine prints n small little-dunno-from-where-n-wtf-is-those-charges..

n lol.. i passed her my phone.. n i saw tt coming.. when she pass me back the phone, i scroll my phonebook.. n i saw... Jacklyn The Pretty.......... den i saw i was like lol!!!.. den i show her.. i knew it.. coz when i was abt to show her.. she ask me to look.. den i laugh like shit.. i told her.. i knew it.. u will do this kind of pattern.. i shall rename it jacklyn the ugly.. n lol she was like OIOIOI.. hahaz.. but i didnt anyway..

ok first day sales wasnt tt bad.. just sold 3 plasma.. well those lao jiao sold like 6?.. reali aint call old bird for fun.. n so i finish work.. n hahaz.. i noe underage working also.. but i didnt tell her.. was meant to b a surprise.. n yea i reali gt surprise..

n so i was waiting for her somewhr.. i noe she cfm will pass-by 1.. like a choke pnt or something.. with my fren.. who is working with her.. rofl.. world is small.. so i waited.. n she walked downed.. sms her.. she was like.. !!!.. hw come im here wor.. lol la.. den i was like wanna go hm tgt.. den she told me.. she going hm with.. *points to the back*... n i glanced den i -.-".. its a few guys.. n like some yng ah bengs.. cui.. n wah.. going hm with them.. oh well.. i *ahem*ahem*, *ahem*ahem*.. she still went with them.. bwg.. so i lan lan, went hm with my fren.. so much to conclude day 1 of show.....