Ho Ho Ho

Merry Xmas

lol. the 3rd time i blog an xmas entry!!.. hahaz.. err n i guess its the last time also =x

oh well.. enjoy ur xmas eve.. im going out liao.. as usual.. tc =)

ps. madey.. nvr get ur email lei.. hmm..

Whatever dont kills you...

.. makes u stronger

2/5

wasnt feeling veri well, since the day i enlist i gt a small flu.. n after this few days still seem to get any better.. wads worst.. last night go happy den.. GG.. drink late night + nt enough rest = a sick me..

n so i reported sick.. -.-".. immediately like kanna branded as chao geng, by my sergents >.>.. seriously.. 谁没有父母!.. 我也是人,不是神 .. oh well.. so report sick bla bla bla.. den suppose to b, fit for light duties only.. but..

i finished went back.. to company line.. its my sgt n he goes.. ok.. u go up take ur rifle, lbv, helmet.. we going for fieldcraft.. o.O<-- tts the look i gav him.. im like.. err light duty = wear sbo wan to go chiong huh.. dont like tt lei.. give chance.. for im only human~.. >.>.. end up also went.. aiya... reali suck thumb.. run arnd.. sneezing.. n coughing slightly...

BUT den again.. i survive thru it.. oh well.. as the entry title.. wadever dont kills u.. REALI makes u stronger................................................................................................... if it kills u.. i guess its too bad so sad?.. =x

放出来

1/5

zomg.. first book out.. lmao.. ns isnt tt hard, coping well.. aint going to die thr, im 100% sure.. quite welfare also.. i still can take it sia.. its a miracle.. but prob due to the fact i pes C.. hahaz.. y i pes C u ask?.. well if u my better or gd frenz.. u sld know.. if u dont knwo.. i doubt u wld b interested to know anyway.. so it doesnt matter i guess.... give u all hint.. its gt soemthing to do with my heart.. its MISSING.. some girl took it n ran away.. now im missing a heart.. will u give me 1?.. o.O.. mushy sia.. zomg y i type this kind of things.. i was born normal, ns ruined me? hahaz.

well.. first 2 weeks sld b confinement but hw come i go in 5 days like tt can book out.. its all thanks to the holiday.. wah heng lor.. else reali veri sian 14 days u c the same ppl face over n over will 吐lor.. somemore all guys... oh ya gt girls.. aunties serving food in the cookhse.. ahahahz... well a girl is a girl.. if u aint tt 计较.. ahahhaz..

it was a night bookout.. n i didnt go hm straight.. wasnt feeling extremely well anyway.. infact from the first day i enlist i feel a little off.. a tiny weeny sick.. n it hasnt recover after this 6 days oh well.. n y i didnt go hm straight coz.. im suppose to meet my brothers n celebrate Jr n Chew bdae.. wah lan 2 of my best brother.. die die also must go right.. lol acutally on the pengiun(ferry - transportation to tekong) i was like telling lionel can i nt go.. im like carring this big green bag.. its called a field pack btw.. as the name implies.. u an predict its size n uses>.>.. even 瞎子can tell im a nsf.. ahahz.. anyway i still went.. cannot ps them la.. nt right..

n yea.. its Top One KTV.. @ bugis.. nt like i hav been thr b4 but i know whr.. so ez.. n yes i didnt report thr in my number 4.. but i change out of my number 4 @ bugis mrt into my civic clothes.. i brought an extra set when i first book in.. n it came in handy.. lol..but look so stupid with the big green bag over my shoulders~..

n wah quite alot of ppl.. i go thr tt time im the last to reach.. bo bian.. ns lei.. n err i saw a new couple lol.. the rest is the usual ppl.. well even the blind cld tell they r a couple. A.) they sat beside each other. B.) the 2 bday boy n him nt veri 熟 lei.. so cfm must b some1 bf.. ahahz.. oh well.. @ least we know tt guy.. nt some complete stranger.. =)

n so we sing sing, eat eat, drink drink.. ok -sing part.. i cant sing.. monotonous kills you.. den finally happy bdae song.. n ZOMG.. they r celebrating my bdae also.. WAH LAN 是感动的lor.. wasnt expecting tt.. my bdae was like a week later.. SO SWEET OF THEM.. *cough*even if they just shuibian celebrate,also is touching 1 lor*cough*n wah.. they(brothers) gave me a wallet wor( yes a wallet again.. @ least this time they nt so farker like last yr.. buy a billabong purple color wallet just to tell me "hey look jetson, it matches ur hp pouch -.-!!! which is 话中话.. well if u noe all of this stuff it just goes to show.. lol ur with my blog for veri long n is my long time fren ^^..").. n wah braun buffet wallet lei.. think its expensive.. i gt no idea seriously.. lol.. but its the thought tt counts!!.. im happy they rmb my bdae.. =).. tks guys.. <3..

but everything comes with a price yea? lol.. chew n his girl went off first.. me n sp.. normally i will stay till end 1 this kind of event.. but NS > me.. im quite tired n the next day need to book in also.. so i siam with sp.. left the last bdae boy jr to entertain the remainder lol.. n guess wad.. 3 of us pick up the tab.. =X... told ya everthing come with a price.. lol.. but nvm la.. happy jiu hao.. once a yr.. i ok de =)..

err.. ok better write this down.. later ppl angry.. n also miss chua n jojo for the chocolate bar ^^.. nice sia.. tell me whr to buy lei.. next time can use those xian char bo.. Oops~ >.>..

Mummy~ its over...

24/4

lets c.. tml morning im so going to report to tekong.. hw am i feeling now u asked?.. err.. calm i guess.. thrs nothing more for me to 留恋anyway.. LOL.. no gf also.. so i ok de la.. but last few nights like reali dont feel like coming hm also.. like die die must b outside, take another/last look of singapore.. haahz.. n yes bdae coming.. but spending it in ns.. so =x..

alright.. time to 收拾心情.. bye............................................................................................

Last 1 + 1 gathering.

19/04

alright my last gathering grp... will b of coz.. my chess club kaki's.. OMG.. hw can we leave them out sia.. all thr trg.. all the fun all the camp.. all the lame shit -.-!!.. so hw can 4get abt them... some more so long nvr c them liao..

n we sort of hav this tradition.. chess gathering = steamboat.. lol.. so i gather all for steamboat.. n yes.. its a SEXIST gathering.. all guys.. OH WAIT.. some1 n i mean some1 brought his GF along~.. n the some1 didnt noe hw to ... hahaz.. but its a passe~ now no more tgt.. sad >.>.. oh well.. gd things dont last just like bad time LOL.. hahahaz..

so we have with me.. jingshen, kai rong, BEN, CK, JieRen, Peiyuan(some1), his girl.. bugis steamboat!.. lol marina closed down liao.. so now its bugis.. think need to start finding new places to eat.. else sian!..

a so for the whole nite.. its just full of LOL @ the dinner table.. its a U shape table n i sat right inside n thrs no way to move out to get food, so i ask my CK to help n well i dont call him CK, his aka is TIGER.. o.O.. a fat 1 thou!!.. ahahahz.. n he told me.. SRY HOR. tiger gt no hands.. only 4 legs... n the whole table like burst into laughter.. ZOMG la nvr noe tiger so 幽默.. hahaz.. but tts just 1 of the jokes.. oh well.. too many to list n so its impossible..

den we had desserts.. damn i luv tt dessert shop.. must intro to more of u ppl man.. its @ bugis thr 1.. right b4 the steamboat area.. its just down the top1 ktv.. for all u k 歌之人 cfm noe this place!!.. so ur thinking after dessert its over for the night?.. aint early anyway was like 11 when we were having our dessert.. UR SO WRONG.. hahaz.. c the blog title.. its 1 + 1..

so i went over to watch movie @ PS with my real life gamer frenz.. LOL.. my wow Kakis.. ^^... n of coz they have brought the tickets n all the shit.. just waiting for me to go over.. acutally i planned a BOTAK JONES with them.. but the date n timing cant b match =x.. n they wanted 2day which i had alrdy reserved for my chess ppl.. both equally impt to me.. so yea.. movie will b nice..

功夫之王(The Forbidden Kingdom).. well.. the trailer n ads made it look so nicer.. but when i came to know abt its going to b in ENG.. i know its going to b a lol movie.. i mean like look.. 李连杰、成龙 speaking english lei.. the thought of tt.. is alrdy funny.. so no need to watch also know its going to b fun..

n true enough.. its a boring movie.. thou its an action movie.. the only real action i think happens during the middle when 成龙 meets 李连杰 for the veri first time.. other period all veri sian 1.. zzz.. n i sian till start relating the movie char with wow bosses.. look XXX is vashj.. coz gt spell, summon adds, bla bla bla.. but the gd thing is gt the chio bu, 刘亦菲.. wah.. 是美的lor.. hahaz..

n as usual weekend midnite movie.. everywhr is couples lor.. den muaching.. hahaz.. n some hw dunno hw.. i heard this sentence.. going thru my head.. 王子如果你随便一点, things might b diff.. -.-!!..

n know wads the best part.. its abt my fren ben.. he went the movie with me knowin wad show we gotta watch n he watched it with his gf alrdy.. so he just camp in PS.. walk arnd.. i also dunno hw he spend like 1hr 30mins thr @ nite.. when all the shops r closed.. MAYB looking @ girls.. hahaz.. those tt r done with movies :P.. or mayb he b free security guard sia.. ./salute.. truly an NSF.. ahhaahz.!!..

so movie end, all went to 1 hm n we talk cock thr till morning took cab hm.. well talk abt the past, furture n current.. oh man.. n they wished me all the best for ns.. n the next time they c me.. im going to b BOTAK.. NOooOOoOOo.. will miss my hair.. /cry...

lastly a song for this occasion.

伍思凯 - 分享

时间已作了选择
什么人叫做朋友
偶尔碰头
心情却能一点就通

因为我们曾有过
理想类似的生活
太多感受
绝非三言两语能形容

可能有时我们顾虑太多
太多决定需要我们去选择
担心会犯错
难免会受挫
幸好一路上有你陪我

与你分享的快乐
胜过独自拥有
至今我仍深深感动
好友如同一扇窗
能让视野不同

与你分享的快乐
胜过独自拥有
至今我仍深深感动
好友如同一扇门
让世界开阔
让世界变开阔

Sistas!

its monday n i gt another gathering.. LOL la.. going in liao sianzor.. oh well.. die die gt to meet my frenz b4 i go in..

n guess wad.. this time to meet my Sistas.. LOL.. notice the "s" its 3 of them.. n seriously without this 3 sista i dont think i can make it out of POLY =x.. n nope they r nt my classmates.. they r my next door classmates.. lol.. but still they helped lots in my work.. hahaz.. tok abt networking ^^..

n yes im late.. zz.. as usual.. n u know la.. girls is still girls n they start grumbling abt it =x.. den end up i told them.. 我迟到,是给自己一个请客的理由.. =x.. n they were like.. WAHAHAHAZ.. gd.. ur late n ur willing to treat... zzzzzz... omg.. guess i late another few more things going out with my sista.. i will cfm declare blankruptcy.. =/

suppose to b 4 of us.. but 1 cannot make it.. so become me n 2 sistas, IMM.. oh well.. n they pull in to some 茶餐厅.. n i did told them.. wah this place like cannot make it.. but den again they just ignore n we ate.. den LOL.. in the end they reali regretted.. c la.. 不听jetson言.. now they know.. oh well.. isnt too late..

so reali bo bian.. i told them.. walk arnd find other things to eat.. n some gd spot to eat n talk cock.. n wah.. we walk past secret recipe... n u guessed it right.. went it.. n omg we sit thr 1hr+ talk cock eat browine/cakes.. lol.. max funny la.. 2 sista.. 1 order soemthing.. n kept complaining its 2 big.. n end up we finished it for her.. n me n there other sista.. finish our share of browine nt happy.. order another n share.. lol.. 吃在口里，甜在心里?.. !!.. hahaz.. acutally..... hmmm... nvm.... its nt impt....

well.. gd things dont last i guess.. n its finally time to go hm.. n i told them.. till we meet again..... n this time i will b BOTAK... NOooOOoOooOOooOOoo.. i will miss my hair.. T.T...

Understanding

After such a LOL nite. i just realised thrs still lots of room for self understanding.. hmm sometime i dont even understand myself.. its so complicated =x.. i guess all humans r complicated.


Don't Stop The Music - Rihanna

It's getting late
I'm making my way over to
My favorite place
I gotta get my body moving
Shake the stress away
I wasn't looking for nobody when you looked my way
Possible candidate, yeah
Who knew
That you'd be up in here looking like you do
You makin' staying over here, impossible
Baby, Ima say your aura is incredible
If you don't have to go, don't

Do you know what just started?
I just came here to party
But now we're rockin on the dance floor, actin' naughty
Your hands around my waist
Just let the music play
We're hand in hand chest to chest and now we're face to face

[CHORUS]
I wanna take you away
Let's escape into the music, DJ let it play
I just can't refuse it
Like the way you do this
Keep on rockin' to it
Please don't stop the, please don't stop the music
I wanna take you away
Let's escape into the music, DJ let it play
I just can't refuse it
Like the way you do this
Keep on rockin' to it
Please don't stop the, please don't stop the
Please don't stop the music

Baby are you ready cause it's gettin close
Don't you feel the passion ready to explode?
What goes on between us no-one has to know
This is a private show(oh)

Do you know what just started?
I just came here to party
But now we're rockin on the dance floor, actin' naughty
Your hands around my waist
Just let the music play
We're hand in hand chest to chest and now we're face to face

The Beast

alrite.. just when i thought everything's over.. no more fun stuff will happen for the night.. n man im so wrong..


so im like went back to my seat n started drinking.. 一个人喝闷酒.. LOL.. reali sian sia.. 王子 dont dance dont sing.. dunno go clubbing do wad also.. mayb just go thr for show, n drink..!!.. but its my bro bdae.. so must go.. n here comes the fun part..

so i was so drinking @ our seats.. n thrs like empty seats beside us.. den hor.. steph came back.. she was tired from dancing n so.. we started chatting n playing games.. zzz.. think i just kept drinking b4 she came.. n when she came.. we cont drinking.. k more like i drink she watch -.-.. play 5 - 10.. win also i drink lose also i drink.. talk abt 赖账.. but lol just drink la.. in mood.. but i think i like keep drinking.. somehw.. dunno hw.. lol.. den ah rain came back also.. sit beside me.. den im telling steph.. wah 2 pretty girl sit beside me.. 好有福气wor.. haahz.. well.. im just such a nice guy so i wont wanna neglect ah rain.. so i tried to talk tok her.. but while talking she took out a pda/phone? n start playing bejewel... -.-!!.. zomg.. she aint reali interested.. so i 实时物者为俊杰.. turn back.. focus on steph.. LOL..

n seriously.. i think its the 酒精.. somehw or rather.. n like noisy ma.. so when we speak we talk into each other ears.. den play here play thr.. tickle? grab? o.o!.. dunno so hw dunno hw also dunno.. so err.. well.. lol la.. den its like keep drinking to 壮胆? so tt i can 借酒行凶???.. hmm... this nite i saw the beast within 王子 n things to lookout for n my few weakness..

taxi hm with issac rain n stepy.. its so lol. i stopped the cab twice i vomit sia!!.. lol n i saw wad i spit out.. its the chivas. as pure as it can b.. LOL.. think too much liao.. but well.. after 2 - 3 mouthful.. i feel alive again.. hahaz..

n im nt drunk.. go back wash up. 7 still can morning call issac to go for his dunno wad sch thinggy.. i lor!!.. hahaz.. pro right?

n wah.. i think i 4gt to do someting.. oh ya 4get to ask for her number.....

The Drunk

n just like every birthday party.. esp guys 1.. somebody GOTTA Get drunk.. real drunk( read it with like hw russel peter does..) true enough some1 gt drunk.. n the fun thing is.. it wasnt the bdae boy.. its some rdm girl( i nvr seen b4, seems to b some fren of fren of mine.. o.o!)

well wad to do.. she reali cui-ed so end up call her parents.. GOSH.. shes god dman drunk sia.. pull her out of the club.. n she just fall n sat @ the road side.. n its true.. girls sldnt get drunk.. so n somemore.. puked.. =x.. lol.. my frens were like bring her out wait for parents.. so i kpo go out watch.....

n wah.. as i was "attending" to her.. i saw a car drove in.. den i was like telling others.. wah this car bu cheng hu(no government) 1.. one way street.. he drove in the other direction.. den after i sae this.. i suddenly feel gt 杀气 sia!!.. den i look again the car.. stopped thr.. for quite sometime n the guy wind down the window, look out of his car.. WAH.. o.o!!.. den i think i noe wads happening liao.. tt guy is the DADDY.. lol.. den i squah beside her Daughter.. was a veri veri veri veri BIG mistake.. =.=.. finally gt her into the car.. n the dad sort of ZHAM the acelerator.. o.o!!.. but the best part is.. all this while the mum is smiling.. err.. guess 1 is angel 1 is devil ba... but she smiling @ me... zzz 误会?.. i turn my head behind n thr no1 behind me.. n so ZOMG.. she smiling @ me.. NO wasnt me.. i didnt DO anything im innocent.... NOooOoOOoo .. its ur girl ownself 想不开.. drink too much...

oh well.. the smiling n black face makes me wonder wads going to happen.. the next day morning....................................... but it doesnt concern anyway.. hahaahz.. n my fren was like liao la liao la.. hahaz.. so funny..

n the time is only 12+mn... the nite is still yng.. wad else is going to happen.. hmm..

All the best..

hmm.. girl, all the best n gd luck for ur oiap.. dunno wad else to sae.. like so much to sae, den again like nothing to sae or not right to sae.. its complicated LOL.. so i decide nt to sae anything.. the more u sae the higher the chances of getting things wrong.. u come back den i tell u.. hahaz. =).. n i aint gd with words.. hahaz.. so the following song will speak on my behalf, hmm...

You Are Not Alone - Michael Jackson

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...


Well, i might nt b the some1 in ur heart but i hope to b some1 by ur side?.. hahaz.. all the best girl.. till feb? 09.. we will meet again............

The Meeting

so i went alone.. n i was last to reach(late) n meeting issac.. well tt just rmb me.. the other day on sat i meet him go down n have dinner with jy n co. he told me to take bus.. den end up.. we were like late like hell.. n we made the pretty ladies wait.. my sincere apologies =)

N I JUST SO FARKING KNEW IT.. as i walk 2 BK.. i saw him sitting thr with 3 girls.. LOL.. tok abt unprepared.. so i went over n HAPPY BDAE ISSAC.. den look @ the 3 girls.. hi, issac sldnt u intro to me?.. n lol..

so he went.. this is rainie.. hmm i immediately go.. Hi im sunny, tts wad every1 call me.. but issac known me as jetson =).. every1 laughed.. next is stephanie.. woo.. i didnt have anyting to sae.. n last but nt least.. the finale.. lol..

this is meh de lin.. n u sld reali hear the way he prounounce it.. its LOLd.. reali read the whole name syllables by syllables.. n what he gt is a smack on his arms for reading it tt way.. tok abt violent girl o.o!!.. but issac 不愧 is my brother, decided not to bow down to the violent girl.. went u can call her 妈的lin also.. LOL.. n he gt smack again.. smack tt.. hahaz..after like 1.5mins of all sort of various way of calling her.. finally.. he went shes call madelin... wah lan.. 1 name can pattern so much.. n she added call her madey.. hahaz.. fine wadever.. so the 5 walked to power hse.. n i realised 1 thing. this girl, madey.. is my fren, play dota.. den somehw dunno hw.. from frenster jio this girl dota.. den 认识 1.. tok abt rdmness o.o... its alrdy interesting enough for girl gamers.. hmm.. somemore from ngee ann.. feels a little 亲some hw.. hahaz..

n this girl later on........ hahaz..

Issac Birthday

n so.. after my "SC" gathering so zhun.. tt following wed is Issac bdae.. err kinda ashamed of myself.. he my brother for like 8 yrs? o.O.. i dont noe when hes birthday.. so he was telling us.. his upcoming 21st bdae.. @ St James.. lol.. n so i asked Jia Yi aka Party Girl.. LOL!.. wan to go not..

oh well.. 2 bad its a wed.. ladies nite.. foc BUT she cant come gt work.. hehe.. but kinda happy she nvr come also coz......

Funny Shit.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fE4FLy93Bzo&feature=related

lol? lame stuff.. will after watching those.. cld watch those related.. kinda funny 2..

Grp I

.. of coz its my SC frens

hahahaz.. they r my BEST? CLOSE? frenz.. but den again.. if u think all of ppl will come.. U R SO WRONG.. SO SAD SIA only.. jy amy wx n ISSAC... <-- mayb those r my true frenz.. LOL.. or mayb i made a BIG mistake somehw >.>.... oh well.. lets nt tok abt tt.. n ISSAC is the 3rd batch of SC ex-com.. n guess wad he my sec sch fren.. n tt veri day morning i was bballing with him n co. n i asked him along.. so we went to Marina Sq to eat.. den went Brewerks for a drink.. so its brewerks.. for some reason i keep thinking its BLUE WORKS o.o.. sounds like some animation company.. hmm... n of coz.. PICS.. lol.. seldom entry comes with pic.. enjoy.. im just too lazy to upload :P..

ISSAC n WX.. rofl.. wads with the White PSP o.O?

Guess issac isnt doing his job =P

WOOT.. look @ the pretty Girls.

n of coz.. normally i dont take pics 1.. so this time rnd i going to have a best pic taken award.. n of coz.. it goes to me.. hahaz.. look @ this.. its gd.. dont u agree.. rofl..

Beauty n the Beast? o.o???

Super duper early for..

well.. im going to ns soon.. n will b spending my bdae in tekong.. NOooOOOooOO.. guess it will b lots of BLANKET PARTY... NOoOOoOooOoo... =x.. im scare.. its an ulu island.. n im so going to spend my bdae thr with bunch of guys.. who noes wad could happen o.o.. *shivers*

n since i aint going to celebrate my bdae.. n im going to enlist.. so i decided lets have gatherings.. notice the S?.. its nt going to b 1.. its going to b several.. hahaz.. different grp of frenz.. different needs ^^..

n so first grp is...........

Ha.

想太多 - 李玖哲

你笑着说
他是朋友
但你眼中太温柔

我的不安
那么沉重
只有你不懂

他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说
我们不是你和我

是我想太多
你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

他霸占了你的心中属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我
是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

我想我没有错怪了什么
虽然你不说或许错在我
太晚我才懂爱了你太多
是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

是你想太多,我总这样说..

总觉得你想太多..
但.. 最后是你想太多还是我.........
... 太过相信

周杰伦 - 蒲公英的约定

小学篱芭旁的蒲公英
是记忆里有味道的风景
午睡操场传来蝉的声音
多少年后也还是很好听

将愿望折纸飞机寄成信
因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币
却不知道到底能去哪里

一起长大的约定
那样清晰 打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今 唯一坚持的任性

在走廊上罚站打手心
我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓
我去到哪里你都跟很紧
很多的梦在等待着进行

一起长大的约定
那样清晰 打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今 唯一坚持的任性

一起长大的约定
那样真心
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清
你是友情还是错过的爱情

见不到,分不清,记不得,没简讯,没铃声,不联络,大结局,下一位,我不难过. =)

Every Beginning has an Ending...

你们在一起huh?..

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went angeline bdae.. lol.. took me some effort to buy her a present.. -.-!.. reali dunno wad to buy for her.. its like lol sec sch fren now 21 liao.. xD.. den 1 person buy gt budget also 1 lei.. not like i print money or soemthing.. well but i gt it done after all.. so as usual.. buy finish gt to go down.. well i didnt left hm early to get the present.. coz suppose to b like 6 start the buffet n such.. n lol.. my standard is like 7+ den will reach.. well sometime go to early.. dunno do wad also.. talk n talk my mouth will tired 1..

ok so.. i reach thr.. after getting hurried by doro like siao.. den hahahaz.. den talk talk.. so lame lor.. i go thr.. i saw xue yi!! n viven jia xuan.. n doro.. n they were sitting on those 3 a side table.. doro alone on 1 side so i sat thr.. now after a while they left.. den the other 3 came.. rofl.. those 3 girls r my sec sch classmates... wah like dunno hw many donkey yrs nvr c them o.O.. well they all look the same thou.. n of coz i asked for their contacts.. ezier to ask them out for gathering etc..

ok now u c.. 3 of them sitting opposite 2 of us sitting here.. me n doro.. so we were like talking talking.. den suddenly 1 of them whisper something to another ear.. n both giggle.. o.o u noe like 2 small girl like tt.. den.. 1 of them turn n face us.. n asked..

"你们在一起huh?.."
o.o i was like so stunt.. n for half a sec my mind went blank...
"well....." <-- just trying to buy time..
".......着是个不能说的秘密"
"shh!.. 不要跟别人讲.." <- she went..

n i went on saying she gt a bf.. BUT tt isnt me.. then the 3 of them were like least convinced.. coz when we were talking.. we were like 一唱一和.. i didnt realised tt till the girls pointed out.. o.o.. but come on we r 老朋友liao.. rofl.. n mind you.. my fren gt a BF.. better watch wad i sae.. least thing u wan is a 猪头outside my door >.>.. but he isnt present.. tt doesnt mean he wont know.. rofl la.. n

oh well.. everything ended.. accompany here take bus hm.. n den was chatting with her.. hw is she getting on etc.. acutally.. kinda think of it.. hmm... 着种感觉也不错.. i guess next time my gf.. sld b something like her... 很舒服.. no need to b some big time chio bu.. 花瓶易碎 if u noe wad i mean ^^... oh well dont think too much.. time to slp...

Its Never Enough..

080308 -

woot.. its weekend.. chiong sales chiong sales!!.. n wah.. ytd the joker(tt rich fark) came back to me.. finally.. n wah.. i just entertain a few line.. i try to siam liao.. wan buy, buy.. else i wanna do more sales.. end of the day nvr buy.. chu stunt again.. OH WELL.. im glad i nvr waste time on him.. rofl.. 6 for 2day aint tt bad i guess..

the hm journey was me myself n i.. well i did try.. but sometimes...... it just dont work out the way u wan it to b... alright..

090308 -

last day!!!.. n our in-charge is saying.. go ALL OUT.. target is 200 unit total.. 200/promoters is abt 12.. n they up our incentives.. so everything i can c in my head was like CHIONG ar.. MONEY...!!... nothing else comes near... so i really just nice hit 12 @ the end of the night sia.. hahaz.. but den again.. quite sad also lei.. coz.. my lunch n dinner.. i just sit behind my booth n eat thr.. den lots of ppl walk past me.. den throw me glances.. wah i machiam some animal from the zoo.. well i guess ppl nvr c b4 ppl eating.. or rather nvr c b4 ppl 拼命work ba.. oh well.. the 好命ppl gets to walk arnd n shop for things.. while others gt to work hard for a living.. the world is nvr fair.. n its just so true..

well this 12 units i sold dont come ez.. first the joker came again.. zzz.. he came 3 times.. this time he brough along his old mother.. n wah he reali buy.. but tts after some talks here n thr.. bla bla bla.. zzz finally brought 2 set.. come down 3 days.. i reali think its not worth the time.. oh well.. den i kinda pissed the trainer off.. BUT SERIOUSLY i dont care..

the nite b4.. i was serving this customer.. den serve serve ... @ the end.. wtf.. he came with fren.. n the trainer guy was serving.. den they both left.. n they did sae they wan 2 sets.. i told the trainer 1 each.. den he just smile smile smile.. coz the 1 i serve DID sae he wan to buy from me.. n normally.. this kind sae come back tml.. we take it as 没有的.. lol.. the world isnt so 完美.. lots of time its just 敷衍.. hahaz..

but den this time its like.. 不怕一万，只怕万一.. the customer tt fellow i served he camed back to me.. n he wanted a tv.. so i settle all the paper work n such.. den den den.. the J guy.. the 1 underage fancy -.-!.. came n told me.. isnt he ytd trainer customer.. den i was like.. NO?.. i served.. den he went on n on.. BLA BLA BLA.. y i sldnt do this n wad.. n i was like.. WTF ?.. u guys r serious?.. come on la.. when my returned came back.. n i even sae its mine.. u all just closed like its urs.. now u come kpkb here... seriously.. FUCK OFF.. den comes story.. now trainer came to me n sae.. coz the 1 he serve came back to him also.. den he was like.. the other guy brought 1 tv rite?.................................................. long shit.. den he kinda unhappy.. well i feel like telling him.. come on 1 tv.. u kpkb like tt.. some ppl reali cannot take it.. n it reali SPOIL MY DAY.. reali feel like give him the order no(we keep order no for reference n com.) n ask him FO far far far away from him.. c him i also feel pissed... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....

n anyway.. after this.. no mode liao.. still need to smile n serve.. soemthing i reali feel tired.. n i feeling veri 虚伪... oh well.. i guess its part of life again... n IM QUITE FARKING SURE i wont get tt com for tt TV .. y u asked?.. i hav nvr gotten the correct amt of comission tt tele to my records.. other den the period i work @ mustafa.. tt 1 correct lol.. the rest I THINK I DUNNO.. the eat n do pattern somehw.. its like if u put a into b.. den B might get more with A.. den A also might nt lose out.. he will still get some.. but the a bit more.. MIGHT JUST LAND in some1 else pocket.. so sometime i reali think.. work hard its gd.. BUT for a right cause.. dont u think so...

finally.. everything's over... woo hoo.. n yes.. i went hm again.. i did try.. but.. u can guess...

擦肩而过..

2nd day of IT show 08..

sold 3 tvs ytd.. n its a friday.. so i kinda wanna sell like 6 2day.. but 人算不如天算.. i kanna this kind of "wah" customer.. zzz.. i reali 4get this impt 兵家大忌.. during show.. dont do expensive, big tvs.. coz its just so farking ma fan.. wanted to buy 2 FULL HD tv wor.. den he reali do alot of pattern sia.. n all this is time wasted.. i could have served others n closed a few.. rather den doing his business.. man.. it comes back to whether u wan 满足感 or 实际(commission aka money).. oh well.. he wasted half my day.. n it i kinda found out tt.. he lives in a 3 storey bungelow n gt personal banker to do investments n shit.. n reali bwg.. sometime the richer the ppl the more 看不开.. coz just so happen tt we r having a promotion with a certain bank on a CERTAIN special Credit card.. just a small rebate.. den he was telling me.. he can get tt card like.. almost immediately to enjoy the rebate n such.. but the pnt is.. it DOESNT concern me.. if u wan to buy do stay, else leave.. time wasting during show is a BIG NONO.. n i reali 4gt this.. so u think having troublesome customer wasnt tt bad?.. he didnt make the purchase.. n he said he will come back the next day.. which to me == nothing @ all...... so its a hiaz.. 0.O.. waste of effort n such.. n best part he came with a fren.. who isnt as well off.. n he wasted both my n his time.. zzz.. seriously.. this sux..... but tts nt all.....

jr came down.. n look for me(well @ least tts wad i THOUGHT).. den he was like.. u noe, i dunno.. he told me something... tt day i happen to saw 某某.. so he well, think he mean no harm.. asked 某某if 某某 ever 某某 with me nt.. den she ans no nvr.. den jr was like.. hey look jetson.. u made a gd choice.. den i was like -.-!!.. next jr coment she gt no dress sense.. lol.. im alright wadever she sae.. coz.. 算我对不起她.. so ya.. n i did show jr my show gf.. rofl.. den i was telling him.. likes rite?.. den he laughed n comment.. 矮矮de.. >.>....

finally end of day.. closing liao.. now, i overheard my boss sae they need more ppl.. for the camera counter coz its WEEKEND.. so cfm alot of ppl.. need more ppl to "help".. seems to me.. more like more ppl to help him MAKE more money.. oh well.. n 1 of the new promoter happens to b tt.. err.. wad was his name again.. zz i 4got.. oh well.. its 1 of the trainer guy our company has.. appeared in 1 of my entries b4 i think.. so yea... is his sis... o.o.. err nothing to b 惊讶.. but its the beginning of a series of unfortunate events?..

so his sis walk over.. well.. i aint reali interested.. took a look.. den was like.. hahahaz.. it doesnt matter.. ^^.. den 1 of kia, working with us.. lets call him J.. no no.. not J for jetson.. just so qiao his inital also J.. den i was like.. HEY isnt this J, underage once talk abt?.. hmm.. oh so is this guy.. n best part is.. its nt the first time i worked with J.. but i just couldnt rmb thrs 这个人.. den he was like.. wah, woot, wooo, omg.. whose tt girl.. tts hw we learnt abt tt girl who is coming to b promoter is tt trainer sis.. den he machiam a beast released out of the zoo sia.. hahahaz..

all this doesnt matter.. its just laughing matter imo.. well den.. when they r abt to leave.. the were like k call underage go hm tgt.. n they were giving those giggles n laughter tt just WASNT so right.. oh if i u havnt realised this GUY J n tt trainer 感情quite gd.. lol.. guess birds of the same feather flock tgt.. =x.. well.. den they were like wan to call dont wan to call.. after dunno wad wad wad.. finally done.. its time to go hm via mrt... CB alrdy damn shag.. they still waste time.. zz... nvr sold any tv.. makes me even more tired.. mentally..

finally gt up the mrt.. zzz.. the trainer sis didnt come she went off eariler.. den its like.. 6 - 8 of us taking train.. den in order to pei each other hm.. have to take red line.. -.- tts an extra 20 mins.. oh well.. for frenz n.. more frenz.. its worth it... i guess... 1 by 1 they alight.. its me.. im the last to alight so sian.. n underage is second last.. n we were like talking den she told me.........

"You know the (guy)J..."
"Yea.. wad abt him.."
"I think i kinda like him.."
"orly?.."
"..."

the rest of the conversation went.. orh, ok, so, yea, ha.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz la ...... wad a day.. all kind of feelings comes tgt yea?... series of unfortunate event.. LOL?.. oh well.. its the second time.. she told me this.. the first time i ask her to go for tt guy.. coz well.. my ns is like near.. but this time rnd.. zzz.. the way she sae it is like 陷得很深.. 理智诉我.. wadever i sae now.. for wad i saw earlier, seeing is believing... will b deem as JEALOUS lol.. as TRYING to 挑拨.. so 说了等于没说，干脆不说.. oh well..

did offer to walk go hm with her.. need to take LRT n walk.. n she sae dont need.. oh well.. 看着她走出车厢，感觉上我似乎失去了某些东西.....................................................

李圣杰 - 擦肩而过

我爱着谁
爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁
能够把我让我变不对
你不会累
但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁
不顾安危 付出一切
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉

他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说 我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过

你听我说
你不要这么做
你不要看着我
说你已经知道怎么做
你很难受
我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛
再多坎坷我都陪你走
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉

他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说 我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过

他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过

你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过

擦肩而过?.. 可笑的是她们连我的擦肩都不到.........

yawns... its just time to slp.. tml is a better day... i hope..

IT show 08

Alright, all set for it show.. kinda think of it.. this might b my last MAJOR show for quite some time.. or even.. last working show for me.. for the rest of my life.. hmmm.. ppl dont reali treasure things till they r gone huh ?.. suddenly i recalled.. the last camp i went too.. the last lessons i had, with my classmates........

ok.. so morning.. report for work.. like lan jiao alrdy.. lol.. i reach the exhibit hall.. i just walk straight in.. simply ignoring the security guard.. den as i walk pass the door.. i saw.. so qiao.. alvin(ewe) n yt.. so they r working for this show.. hmm.. n lol la.. they gt no pass to go in.. n they gt stuck outside the door.. waiting for the in charge to bring them in.. n i wave to them.. i walk in liao.. >.>.. like pia kia like tt.. i dotn have the pass also.. only differences.. im wearing my Pana Polo tee..

n so its the usual.. briefing ba ba ba.. n oh ya.. saw jacklyn again, waved to her.. n lol told her, sry girl.. tv side this time, dont b sad.. hahaz.. den i ask for her number again.. coz my HP spoil.. n i kia gt own somehw.. lost tons of contacts etc... zzz... but i took this opportunity to bundle my hp home line n net into MIO.. hahaz.. faster net, free fixed line.. n a wad-seem-lower-mthly-fee, well can only noe for sure, when the next mth bill comes in.. thrs always the little little fine prints n small little-dunno-from-where-n-wtf-is-those-charges..

n lol.. i passed her my phone.. n i saw tt coming.. when she pass me back the phone, i scroll my phonebook.. n i saw... Jacklyn The Pretty.......... den i saw i was like lol!!!.. den i show her.. i knew it.. coz when i was abt to show her.. she ask me to look.. den i laugh like shit.. i told her.. i knew it.. u will do this kind of pattern.. i shall rename it jacklyn the ugly.. n lol she was like OIOIOI.. hahaz.. but i didnt anyway..

ok first day sales wasnt tt bad.. just sold 3 plasma.. well those lao jiao sold like 6?.. reali aint call old bird for fun.. n so i finish work.. n hahaz.. i noe underage working also.. but i didnt tell her.. was meant to b a surprise.. n yea i reali gt surprise..

n so i was waiting for her somewhr.. i noe she cfm will pass-by 1.. like a choke pnt or something.. with my fren.. who is working with her.. rofl.. world is small.. so i waited.. n she walked downed.. sms her.. she was like.. !!!.. hw come im here wor.. lol la.. den i was like wanna go hm tgt.. den she told me.. she going hm with.. *points to the back*... n i glanced den i -.-".. its a few guys.. n like some yng ah bengs.. cui.. n wah.. going hm with them.. oh well.. i *ahem*ahem*, *ahem*ahem*.. she still went with them.. bwg.. so i lan lan, went hm with my fren.. so much to conclude day 1 of show.....