那天..

i went for a haircut.. going to work soon.. better have go get my hair trim or something.. n so.. the regular guy tt does my hair is on leave.. den bo bian.. get a girl help me cut..

ok.. den she also like the n guy ask me.. now gt gf or nt la.. tt kind of stuff.. den i ans the usual stuff.. i reali start to sterotype.. all johre kia.. cut hair kiaS.. all like to ask ME gt gf or nt.. buay sian de -.-.. den i sae dont have.. den she sae.. how come.. poly gt so many.. n wad.. c my face is alot of gf tt kind.. wah nvr noe my faces tells a million words huh?.. wad. how come i dont have la.. coz c my face.. its those.. gt alot of girls arnd me de.. hmm.. kinda true?.. 2day.. i noe something.. my face tells a story.. so i was telling her.. u sldnt stay here n cut ppl hair.. its a waste of ur life.. go out.. get a stall.. help ppl 看相 better rite?.. den she laughed.. bwg.. cut hair cut till tok so much -.-..

den.. she cont.. sae wad.. i dont have gf also gd la.. wad sg girls realistic la.. materialistic la.. bla bla.. vietiam girl gd.. china girl gd.. tts y sg guys.. go for them.. HENG.. she nvr sae MALAYSIA CHINESE GIRL (her in a sense) gd.. ar bo.. i scare i run out of the shop.. -.-.. reali veri jiao wei.. nt tt i wan to sae her.. =x..

as i was browsing thru the magzines.. i saw this 据说: 一生中真爱有三次，初恋，谈婚论嫁时，和死在谁的怀里.. kinda think of it.. its like 3 different times in life.. the 年少无知.. likes a person.. reali is like liao.. dont have so much 心机.. the 成家立业.. mature grown up.. will think for oneself and future.. wans a family.. get settle down.. the 终点.. end pnt of life.. on the verge of death.. n the 1 tt is beside u.. will most probably b the 1 tt luv u most..
i have passed the first part.. i guessed..

b4 she finished my hair.. she said somehting.. like so sad.. rmb the first time u came.. i did ur hair.. now after so lonnnggggg i did ur hair again.. sometime i reali think its 注定de.. coz i dont feel like cutting my hair in this saloon anymore.. somemore.. going ns soon liao.. i guess.. 有始有终 ba.. it begins with her.. it ends with her..

hmm.. think everytime i go get my hair cut.. cfm gt story de.. o.O.. oh well.. going botak soon..

疯狂日..

went to sch for ubin camp briefing.. lol de.. acutally we wanted to ps the briefing n just go sentosa.. but den think here think thr.. better not.. finish briefing took a cab down.. ok i mean 2 cab.. 6 ppl ma..

reach sentosa abt 13 bucks.. hmm.. n wah.. so many ppl sia.. me jr sp yj lionel jh pk cm banana dh ben.. some came later.. jr.. win liao.. just like tt.. hug 1 girl n go throw ppl into the sea.. 佩服佩服.. :P.. was playing with the poker cards.. den play lame games.. every1 draw 1 card.. the smallest number.. must sae truth.. when i tio.. ppl like jr who nvr play.. ask the rest to ask me some PRIVATE qns.. which he noes the ans.. but others dont noe.. purposely.. some things i only tell my jr bro.. but den he like tt.. hiaz..

lol.. washed up.. when vivo eat n walked ard.. n i found the book i was looking for sometime.. 我爱大明星 @ pageone.. 17+ bucks with 20% discount.. n i brought it on the spot.. haahz.. sometime for me to do over the weeks.. den every1 was like asking me.. y i brought tt book.. hahaz.. coz i wan to read ma.. then they accuse me of being gossip.. xD.. ok la..mayb im ?..

on bus hm with.. cm lionel pk jh.. lol.. chit chat.. thrash tok all the way.. funny de lor.. till i reach hm.. fun day 2day..

wonder when will b the next time... all of us go out n have fun like this again.. better rest well 2nite.. starting to work tml.. hmm.. selling laptop again this yr..

风回路转..

went to jos for interview.. 9am must reach.. den up.. gt to wake up damn early.. k den was an ez interview.. compared to last yr.. i went thr.. i like noob like tt.. nt much experience.. this yr i like 老神在在?.. lol la.. think sld get the job.. lets pray.. need money..

n so after interview.. the grp of us.. all guys.. rofl.. the few girls who went for the interview went to do their own things.. we decided to go happy or something.. but den need to go back to sch first -.-.. den go the halo bar.. 唱 K!!!.. o.O.. i dont sing n cant sing.. go with them.. help pay bills nia.. happy jiu hao la..

n so grp of us.. sat @ the sofa in e-garage.. den started to thrash tok while waiting for few of them to get thier things done.. n its like wtf.. the conversation.. a bit RA.. n sp was saying something abt my height.. sae wad i veri gd to girls la.. bla bla bla.. so they wont b so 辛苦lor.. -.- if u dont understand.. think abt it.. with respect to my height.. n they claim tt.. i gt a fetish for short girls!!.. =x.. n wtf.. sp u have changed.. nvr noe u so dirty de!!.. wtf max.. this kind of things.. coming out of ur mouth!!..

den the thrash tok become some roleplaying shit.. wad 唐三藏, 西游记 la.. then some sae.. jr is 悟空.. den i is 猪八戒.. -.-"".. do i look like a pig?.. oink!!.. den jr sae.. no is TOO GOOD FOR ME!!.. wtf.. i can only b .. the 白马 ...!%&(*)%!&(^%(.. den worst.. wad 天庭.. im 二朗神 pet.. the doggy.. 孝天犬.. WTF.. now i become dog.. -.-".. den wad.. 八仙.. im the donkey.. -.-.. now u ppl noe.. when guys get bored.. what happens..

finally.. gt to halo bar.. FINISH ALL TT SHIT.. animal stuff.. -.-!!.. den start sing.. lol de la.. all sing emo song.. make me emo also.. =x..

-something happen i dont wan to say-

hmm.. n a lastly a song.. for my brother.. dont b sad k?.. =x

普通朋友 - 陶吉吉

等待
我随时随地在等待
做你感情上的依赖
我没有任何的疑问
这是爱

我猜
你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败
从天堂掉落到深渊
多无奈

我愿意改变 (What Can I Do ?)
重新再来一遍(Just Give Me Chance)
我无法只是普通朋友
感情已那么深
叫我怎么能收手

但你说 I Only Want To Be Your Friend
做个朋友
我猜你心中只是 Just A Friend
不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来

So I 我不能只是 Be Your Friend
I Just Can't Be
Your Friend
No,No,No,
我不能只是做你的朋友
不能只是做普通朋友

___________________________________________
n also..

i wan to sae..

Jr.. sorry for the trouble caused..

my sincere apology to u..

hahaz..

i wont sae anymore..
___________________________________________

Medical Check Up.. LOL..

so i went for the medical check up 2day.. -.-.. wake up damn early.. its 8am i need to b thr.. den nvr go b4.. took a bus thr.. end up its like 1 bus stop from JIA YI hse -.- .. wtf..

n so.. the check up its machiam like game like tt.. several checkpnts.. check this check tt.. den we r given a paper.. lol.. so i finished everything.. i the only station i had a deep impression.. is the last.. sit in front of a computer den press press press.. -.-.. still gt ask ur education level in the begining sia.. lol.. when it comes to the maths section.. i fainted.. need to count n c the numbers.. the nite b4 i slp @ like wad 4am ?.. how to count sia... LOL.. n tio own..

n so.. the medical officer(m.o) gave me..

PES D..

rofl.. the M.O refer me to NUH for a further check up.. wah.. free check up wor.. the gov. will pay.. nt bad also.. oh well.. they dont wan a solider dead halfway in ns.. >.>.. so finish everything go eat.. hungry sia.. havnt eat breakfast.. so i sms jiayi ask her wan to join me for breakfast.. coz CMPB damn near her hse sia.. -.-.. den i realise..

she working sia.. bo jio.. oh well.. as jia yi sae.. if i wear skirt .. den i will get the job.. so i think.. i wan to work also cannot.. n den she told me somehting..oh.. its round's bdae.. LOL.. i didnt noe..

Happy 19th Birthday

Hui Yuan

rofl.. 19 yrs old liao leh.. BIG girl now.. hahaz.. all the best..

prom Aftermath

ok.. so finished everything.. my class kia all went off.. i stayed with the SCs kia.. i more gum with them anyway.. MY BROTHERS HOR.. cannot ps.. n so.. we have..

pictures again.. xclusive.. !!..

^ just trying out.. hw many guys can b squeezed on a bed.. :p.. n LOL @ jasmine.. trying to hide her face from the camera.. using a balloon.. lol..

^lol.. think next time.. if gt like.. contest to squeeze the most number of ppl on a bed.. we sld go take part..

den all of us went to esplanade.. drink drink.. eat tok tok.. zzz.. den i slip of mouth.. den i 4get so many ppl thr.. nt just my BROTHERS only.. shit.. now.. 不小心.. -.-.. but nvm.. wont die.. also i saw a Nt-supposed-to-b-thr girl @ the prom nite.. but i seen her b4.. hahaz.. sort of noe her.. when i saw her.. i was like so surprised!!.. of coz must ask.. bu fan guo the chance.. so its like tt n like this.. hahaz.. details?.. lazy to type.. :P.. or mayb.. better nt type.. hahaz..

n so.. half of us.. left early (4am or so?) coz morning gt things on.. n for the rest of us.. we sae.. dont slp.. coz waiting for the first bus den go hm.. sae tok dont slp.. i went toilet.. i came back.. i see all slp.. RAWR.. n so we have this pics.. LOL..

RAWR!!.. feel the wrath of me.. hahaz.. anyway.. no offence.. guess tts how u use a cam phone ba.. :PpP.. sae dont slp.. den all slp.. left me thr.. so ke lian.. hiaz.. oh well.. guess they sure r tired.. from planning all the way to prom nite leh.. their effort their hardwork.. n so

A BIG THANK YOU

To: The Prom Nite Committee 06/07

thanks for the nite.. enjoyed myself.. its great!!

n morning reached hm.. packed breakfast for me n my laobu.. she still slping.. i rdm buy for her 2.. ar bo she ma fan go down eat also.. n wah i saw my pri sch fren sia.. LOL.. so early go down eat >.>.. den went hm.. bathe eat.. supposely to go bball .. den i c time still early i go lie on bed.. den slp liao.. hahaz.. open my eyes.. its 11am.. i lazy go down bball.. rofl.. ps my frenz.. oh well.. im tired..

Prom Nite

Wah.. the day i have been waiting for quite sometime.. Prom Nite wor.. went to bugis to buy something to wear for prom with my frenz.. the nite b4.. den when we go hm.. outside the esplanade thing.. i did something stupid.. i thought thr gt 190.. den 2 106 pass.. den i recall.. OH.. here no 190.. -.- thinki getting senile liao.. =x..

n so.. i wore something simple to prom.. no need so hiong ba.. simple n nice.. wan to go get my hair cut.. but didnt have time.. bz with stuff =x. oh well.. n so.. i went with class.. gt thr.. register... saw edward.. wah.. wear red + tie.. nice.. world champion leh.. WOOT.. but den.. tt farker.. nt tt i wan to scold him.. first thing he c me he go.. oh.. ur here.. alone?.. whrs ur parther.. WTF.. prom nite.. also wan to b bastard.. bo wei gong.. den i siam him like plague.. hahaz..

photos speaks louder den words..

^ lol.. rmb tt time the girl i wan to shop vdae present for bf n eat with?.. shes the 1.. but put back view.. hahaz.. gt more 神秘感..

^ thr we have it.. my fren.. aka pig.. LOL.. reali look like a pig rite?.. hahaz.. no offence..

^ me n ah pok.. n hey.. wads tt face for?!!..

^me and chan bin haw.. some sae look like father n son.. o.O..

^aisei.. its 3m03 '07 wor..

^hey whrs the girls?... err wait.. my class gt girls de meh ?.. hahaz..

^lol.. best of the best.. m03 leh.. hmm.. but ben.. looks out of place?.. hahaz.. n my facial expression.. a bit.. hmm. oh well..

^SC frenz.. vivian, jr alvin, me, jasmine.. n jas 是美的 lor.. hahaz.. tt nite machiam 黑玫瑰.. makes me wonder.. whr is 李奇.. hahaz..

k.. alot of other photos.. just select a few put thr.. uploaded some to frenster..

Annual Event..

Hmm.. eat steamboat again..

@ mr melvin tan hse.. LOL.. like keep eating steamboat leh.. xD.. oh well.. its new year ma.. when to hes hse for steamboat.. every yr since yr 1.. think i was the 1 who suggested it.. n hes okay with it.. n so we started this tradition..

n so.. as usual.. gt to go to JP get all the food n stuff b4 heading over to melvin tan hse.. coz basically.. he provide us a place n the stove to eat nia.. NOTHING else.. gt nothing @ hes hse.. we must prepare/buy all the food we wan.. =x.. ar bo eat air sia..

n this yr.. wtf.. we gt like 10 ppl going to hes hse.. me jp ben kenn (drive sia) derek.. yanting jessie zx ronan <-- came late.. guo qing <-- nt from our class.. but who cares.. the more the merrier n wah.. melvin show us.. he gt 2 box of the Collector Edition of WoW: The burning crusade.. o.o!!.. i saw a boss selling @ comic connection.. 450 bucks!!.. siao 1.. but he import from US.. cheaper i think abt 100+ a box.. n he gt 2.. 1 for himself.. the other dunno for wad.. wah den he show us.. nice leh.. normal box is 60 bucks.. CE is 140 he import..the extra 80 bucks give u an art book.. 2 WOW starter deck.. -.- yes.. wow gt card game.. n also.. an ingame CE pet.. its a nice small crystal transparent dragon.. the art book is chio leh.. all the 3d models in game.. all come from the 2d drawings..

n so.. we buy alot of food this year.. 100+ bill.. LOL.. melvin pay.. but.. wtf .. the previous years also dont have so much lor.. this yr.. all siao liao.. wan to chiong gd stuff.. wad 鲍鱼 la.. all tt.. siao ppl.. kids nowadays.. free dinner.. all like 报仇eat.. =x.. den end up.. alot of left over.. heng nvr.. open all.. phew..

den MOST of my class ppl.. r 赌鬼sia.. eat full.. song song.. start blackjack.. LOL.. n i didnt play.. sit thr watch.. den LOL la.. melvin give me 1 dollar.. sae play for him.. den i told him.. i nt get 12 else get 13.. den POORF!.. reali get 13.. den he sae to me.. WAH.. so suay -.-.. told him liao.. he dont believe.. now he noe.. den later on.. he play himself.. LOL.. n i realise 1 thing.. whoever i sit beside.. also will kanna my suayness aura.. i sat beside my fren the banker.. he 爆 like 8 games? rofl.. den he chase me far far away.. HAHA.. =x..

lagi best.. open numbers.. open 2 cards in front of u.. open a thrid card to c if its between the range.. if yes.. u get money u bet.. IF outside range.. u lose the money.. IF u get exactly the card number open in front of u..u pay double into the pool.. den thrs this rnd.. in the pool gt 150 + bucks.. o.o!!.. den melvin turn.. he gt Ace - Queen.. n we set the rule.. if u dont have tt much money with u.. u cannot shout tt amt.. (if u have like 200.. pool gt 150.. u cannot shout all.. incase u get double..).. den he open wallet.. sae.. 100.. hes wallet gt 200 i 偷瞄 dao.. den lol.. exciting.. every1 think cfm get 100.. den open KING.. SONG BO!!!.. lose 100 bucks.. HAHA.. den hes face a bit like 苦笑 XD.. suay dao.. told him dont sit beside me liao.. end up the pool goes up to like 360.. n every1 share n split the money.. ROFL.. think melvin is the belated santa claus wor..

so every1 is happy after the open number.. o.O n the nite is so yng.. so we .. 5 of us.. 4 guy 1 girl.. NONO.. u dont think wrong way.. the girl is mother of 1 liao.. KK?.. no hanky panky.. went over to jp aka aik.. i call him aiky (pronunce as i-key) place to play mahjong hahaz.. take cab go.. just now win melvin tan money.. all rich liao.. free ride woot.. overnite wor.. the girl went off early..

end up.. again i lost 20 bucks.. rofl.. i like nvr @ all.. i think only once?.. 3 .. oh well..think this yr.. dont gamble liao.. hahaz.. but aiya.. a bit of money.. every1 happy can liao.. guess.. every1 arnd me is happy.. i will also happy ba..

Steamboat @..

wah.. so touched sia.. jia yi invited me over to her hse for steamboat this yr.. <3 <3 jiayi much much.. haahz.. she rmb me.. !!

ok.. so met vivian n yuan @ harbour front.. coz i dunno how to go =x.. lol.. den when we alght @ the bus stop.. ITS RAINING!!.. -.-.. so me n hy share 1 umbrella, vivian n ewe share 1.. ok now.. u gt to imagine.. my height n hy height.. share 1 umbrella.. -.-.. funny rite?.. aiya all the tall guys sld noe the agony.. xD.. oh well.. when we reach the void deck of jy hse.. hy is dry.. my right side of the shirt is a bit wet.. shoulder onwards.. like 1/5 of my whole shirt.. hahaz.. heng its a short like 3mins walk.. from the bus stop..

den reach jy hse.. gt doggy sia.. SO KE AI.. lol.. den i go toliet.. DONT THINK i nvr hear ok?.. 1 of jy auntie or mother i dunno.. didnt c.. ask.. vivian hy me ewe is it 2 couples.. LOL.. coz we came tgt ma.. den jy funny sae.. 这个 n 这个 couple.. 这个 n toliet 那个 nt.. LOL.. wad u mean toliet 那个 -.-.. oh well.. but wad she sae is true.. hahaz..

eat liao.. play poker.. LOL.. amy and yan jiu came 2.. but veri late.. tiff came eat n left.. think i this yr im 财神.. lol i give ppl money @ blackjack.. ahhaz.. den i c all my cards.. 12, 13 pnts.. SO FUN.. den i 扑 cfm get a 10.. SO FUN.. lol.. but nvm la.. nvr lose much.. 20 =x.. den i give up.. i c all the 12, 13 pnts till i sian.. i sat @ the sofa.. watch soccer more song..

woot.. late liao.. every1 went hm.. den i took mrt with amy n yanjun.. den funny de leh.. amy.. kk.. wad u told me.. i wont tell others.. de k?.. hahaz.. something to do with 味道.. hahaz..

yea.. n thanks jiayi for being such a gre8 host..<3.. *muachx*.. OOPS..

初三

k.. stayed @ hm all day.. in fact i only go 拜年 on sunday.. the meaning of new yr has reali differ from yr to yr.. guess in a few yrs time.. new yr will just b another holiday to me..

ohh.. den miss chua sms sia.. ask me out dinner @ wm pastamania.. den later i found out.. ewe ewe go overseas la.. no wonder so gd ask me go out eat with her.. :P.. but also gd.. ar bo no1 eat dinner with me.. sounds like 互相利用?.. lol..

新年快乐

huat ar huat ar.. enjoy ur new year..



to me.. my year has lost its meaning over the years... oh well..

V-day

oh well.. 2day is v-day..

n ppl was like asking .. wad i do 2day.. u all guess lor.. guess first den i tell u all..

rmb i said i install.. wow-tbc ytd?.. yea.. i 2day bz playing wow.. lvling my hunter,xint.. lv 62 liao.. LOL.. after 1 day of playing XD.. luv rested exp.. x2 xp gained..

anyway.. like alvin chew saes.. v-day/xmas is just like anyother day.. dont reali need to celebrate or do something special.. hmm... kinda true?.. but.. oh well..

寂寞的季节 - 陶喆

风吹落最后一片叶 我的心也飘着雪
爱只能往回忆里堆叠 oh~ 给下个季节
忽然间树梢冒花蕊 我怎么会都没有感觉
oh~ 整条街 都是恋爱的人 我独自走在暖风的夜
多想要向过去告別 当季节不停更迭 oh~
却还是少一点坚决 在这寂寞的季节
艳阳高照在那海边 爱情盛开的世界
远远看着热闹一切 oh~ 我记得那狂烈
窗外是快枯黃的叶 感伤在心中有一些 oh~
我瞭解 那些爱过的人 心是如何慢慢在凋谢
多想要向过去告別 当季节不停更迭 oh~
却永远少一点坚决 在这寂寞的季节
又走过风吹的冷冽 最后一盏灯熄灭
从回忆我慢慢穿越 在这寂寞的季节
还是寂寞的季节 一样寂寞的季节

so .. im back..

wed - 070207 <-- nice number isnt it? o.o!..

hmm.. went to sch n send my laptop in for servicing.. n so.. den i recieve a sms from my gd fren.. hahaz.. ask me.. vday buy wad gd for bf sia.. wah.. c she so sweet wor.. n oh well.. since im sending in my laptop.. i go hm also nothing to do.. so i suggest i go out with her.. n hunt for vday present.. LOL.. i quite bo liao rite?..

den i meet her @ bugis.. went to sim lim sq a while b4 meeting her.. was just checking out the WoW expansion how much.. 110 with a 2mth card.. =x.. o well.. i guess gd stuff come with a price..

n so.. we went hunting for vdae gift.. starting wad she had in mine was a photo frame.. den inside put photos.. like 16 different photos. combined into 1.. den look here look thr.. end up gt many many different thoughts/ideas.. den went citylink thr.. took mrt.. den gt this show.. which sells unique things.. for example.. a international chess set.. tts made of cups.. guess its for u to pour wine or such.. den everything u eat a piece.. u drink the wine inside.. ahahz..

n so guess wad my fren brought.. 好温馨 wor.. a usb cup warmer.. hahaz.. own leh.. her bf drinks coffee @ the computer.. wad a prefect gift for v-dae.. woot.. nt bad sia.. nt too expensive also.. reasonable priced.. wah i saw alot of stuff in tt shop tt i like.. looks cool.. oh well.. mayb when i gt the extra cash den i might paid a visit to this shop.. hmm..

ok den we went the 港式茶餐厅 eat.. @ the marina sq.. lol.. simply luv this kind of hong kogn cateria.. had a steamed rice.. like a bit 没有味道.. hmm.. den ordered dim sum la.. n also a desert.. lol.. rmb i had a mango ice months ago?.. this time i order a red bean ice.. nvr take any pic.. and i shared it with my fren.. hahaz.. nice k..

ok.. i paid the bill n we went hm.. k its my treat.. 40 bucks.. 2 person eat ok la.. now if ur thinking y i nvr treat u ?.. coz diff.. if 没有她,就没有我.. lol.. coz she always helped me with my work during my poly life.. ok second yr onwards.. oh well.. she such a gd fren to me =).. n pro sia.. suddenly gt bf.. surprised me.. somemore i dunno she tt kind gt go clubbing 1.. wah tok abt 人不可貌像..must b act 乖 in sch >.>..

den she asked as i paid our bills.. whether i gt gf now bo.. LOL.. she sae i this pattern cfm gt gf -.-?.. wad pattern sterotype?.. looks like WISP failed.. den i smiled n told her.. bo la.. no1 wants me.. we both laughed.. hahaz..

oh well.. hope her bf likes the gift she brought.. but i think its the thoughts tt count anyway..

LOL.. Pics..

lol.. just upload some pics from my hp..

taken @ LK the other day.. 04-02-07

hmm.. first glance.. kinda look like wei chee rite?.. LOL.. but c carefully its jr.. act cute.. with a tongue sticking out.. hahaz..



also we have


u noe.. jay gt 1 album.. the cover.. looks like this.. hahaz..


n the best for the last..

eee.. so ugly sia.. taken tt day.. b4 we go eat n pool.. LOL.. think shan going to kill me for posting this.. haahz..

just for laughter.. no hard feelings pls..

Dear going into hospital..

yawns.. tml sending my dear into hospital.. after 3 yrs with me.. now so many problems liao.. hmm.. oh well.. think i wont b blogging for a while..

btw.. my dear == my laptop.. =P

Hmm.. A Song..

sad tango - rain

what i got to do to make you mine
wish i became myself to fine
and i could left you my luv behind
baby please give me a sign
i could never walk away like this
giving up on you

and its true
if there is only 1 thing that im sure
baby 1 thing thats so pure
pure enough my heart can cure
there's so much i can endure
baby can you please come back to me
into my heart please

finding ways to get you back
everyday im asking to myself
whats the reason that you turn your back to me
how am i suppose to live?

searching places you might be
anywhere i would go find if can meet
you and tell you how
i need you here with me
i cant live without your love

why cant i just give up and let go
and its over and i noe
everywhere i look for high and low
couldnt find you and it shows you dont want me to come to you
come to you again

so i try hard
i try to live my life without you here
what i run into is more fear
can u hear my words
its so sincere
that i really need you near
baby why cant you c this is real
please come back
oh baby

finding ways to get you back
everyday im asking to myself
whats the reason you turn your back to me
how am i suppose to live?

searching places you might be
anywhere i would go find
if can meet you
and tell you
how i need you here with me
i cant live without your love

its too late to sae
because of redeemption
i shouldnt know better
if i can turn back the clock
i would do anything
and everything
all i need is 1 more chance
let me prove my love to you
let me show you
let me tell you
how much i miss you
your all that i need

finding ways to get you back
everyday im asking to myself
whats the reason you turn your back to me
how am i suppose to live?

searching places you might be
anywhere i would go find
if can meet
you and tell you
how i need you here with me
i cant live without your love




abv lyrics subjected to errors.. i couldnt find the english lyrics.. so i listen n type out myself.. =x.. oh well.. i prefer the korean ver. anyway.. =)..

do u understand how i feel?, girl..

no more..

yea.. went to sch.. finalise my ihp.. burn into dvd rom and handed it to melvin tan.. hmm..

now.. sitting in front of the laptop.. looking @ it blanky.. thinking of my life this 3 yrs.. time seems to fly.. was like ytd.. i just gt my laptop, step into the LT 21.. n now.. handed in my ihp.. everything seem to finish.. depending on how u look @ it.. might b an ending, might b a beginning.. 3 yrs passed.. every yr.. seems so so so different.. experienced things i nvr experience b4, had joy fun laughter n peace.. nt to 4get.. had my share of emo , sadness and regrets..

so many many little thoughts.. so many memories.. oh well.. looking forward to the prom nite i guess.. gt to enjoy my last nite.. as a ICTian..

unexpected?..

hmm.. tuesday..

went sch for ihp.. of coz.. must chiong hahaz.. n so.. @ 6.. my room close.. go find Miss CM.. wan to go somewhr relac.. end we spend like 40mins?.. @ atrium deciding whr to go.. so lame.. so many ppl c us.. reach hm.. msn.. ppl was like.. HEY HEY jetson.. whose tt girl with u -.-... oh wtf.. just my fren.. u ppl dont think too much kkthx..

and after like a series of events.. i lazy to type la.. u dont wanna noe also.. we have a
werid combination.. me huei shan cm ah pok han xiang.. n we went to bt market eat.. cheap n gd wad.. i budget 1 ok ?.. den go play pool @ mamboo.. LOL sia.. n wah.. nvr noe CM can aim sia.. nvr noe Zhu Zhu noe how to play.. 厉害厉害..

n hahaz.. @ bus stop.. funny.. CM board bus.. den the dunno who.. asked.. 想跟她回家.. HAHAZ.. n i told the dunno who.. GO LA.. stand here do wad.. actions speaks louder den words!!.. ROFL.. den he reali went.. hahaz.. all the best my fren..

PCK?... not.. its CCK..

ok friday liao.. go sch went lab.. sp n yj class down thr chiong their AA.. i took a com.. watch Nanoha.. LOL.. ok.. its a anime.. =x.. acutally.. dont reali like to watch anime.. prefer manga.. but oh well.. thrs always exceptions.. u noe?.. mayb tall girls for once?.. LOL.. kk.. this anime is machiam magic magic de ( yes.. i like this kind of magic stuff.. ).. so well.. if u nothing to do.. can watch.. type nanoha.. in youtube.. :P.. tts the first series.. second series its nanoha A's.. LOL.. n i luv the girl call fate.. so cool leh.. name same aka as me .. =x..

k.. so i was watching watching.. den sp sae.. miss CM in 1 of the classroom outside.. n he ask me to go entertain her.. well.. think in the eyes of SP.. im just an entertainer =x.. oh well.. so i wan to disturb her.. so ke lian sia.. 1 person sit thr.. waiting for sp they all.. den can go out.. so i msg her.. whr u.. wad u doing.. LOL.. den i sae.. if i appear b4 u .. dont scream or pee in ur pants.. LOL.. she so gd to bluff sia.. den i went into the classroom find her.. damn lol.. shes like.. u gt come to sch.. YES.. i noe.. I ALWAYS NVR GO SCH.. but dont b so direct leh.. hurt my 小小心灵.. rofl..

k.. so i entertain her.. den.. lol.. i thick skin enuff to ask her help me do something..HAHAZ.. free de wor.. hahaz.. she help me hold my.. err wads tt call.. u noe the contractor use those kind of measuring tape.. u press it will come back de.. =x.. ok.. so miss cm.. help me hold.. n i measure the classroom and the doors, the windows, the table.. EVERYTHING in a classroom.. zzz.. coz tt time my ihp markers sae.. my scale is off.. yea.. i feel the same way too..

lol.. so miss cm.. was like.. my personal assistant.. so funny.. help me walk here, measure thr.. well, @ least its something for her to do ma.. ar bo rot thr.. use msn.. for for sp n co. to finish den go out.. the cows come hm liao lor.. =x.. den wad.. jasmine.. came out n saw us.. den start suaning me.. sae wad.. always nvr come to sch la.. bla bla bla.. yes mummy jasmine.. im sorry.. i have been a bad boi =x.. somemroe.. sae i like PCK.. come on la.. i nt PCK.. im CCK!!.. best in NP-ICT?.. n some sae clementi?.. -.-!!..

wah.. den she also come help me sia.. so touched.. HAHAZ.. im such a fortunate young man.. gt pretty girl jasmine on my right, the miss 猪猪CM on my left..to help me.. envy bo?.. wahahahz.. well.. as the saying goes.. 牡丹花下死，作鬼也风流.. rofl.. =x..

ok.. finally finish everything.. wah.. if dont have the help of those those pretty girls.. cfm wont finish so fast de wor.. must sae a big THANK YOU.. muachx.. OOPS!!.. den jas went hm with a GUY!!.. lol.. den miss 猪猪 ask me.. her bf?.. i sae yea.. ( noe y i so certain?.. coz i saw a 咸猪手 hahaz.. ) oh well.. finish liao.. sp they all still havnt finish.. den bo bian.. somemore its friday nite.. so i went for chess club lol.. with MISS cm.. !!.. i bring her thr.. den.. we play 五子棋.. k.. i translate for u.. connect 5.. understand?.. k i simplified for u.. its tic-tac-toe.. but u need to connect 5 instead of 3..

so werid.. i sat @ a table.. play with her.. all my regular chess club frenz.. all siam far far from my table.. machiam i gt some 病 like tt.. mayb its nt me.. its miss 猪猪.. scare all my frenz away lol.. wah... nt bad sia.. miss zhuzhu CM.. willing to come down n play chess with me.. this kind of girl.. nowadays veri hard to find liao.. somemore.. still so sweet wor.. help me measure the whole of lv 4.. nvr expect anything in return.. now i understand.. y 某某人 likes her.. haahz.. oh well.. =)..

went out, eat, go Liquid Kitchen with sp they all.. its another.. tok cock nite.. LOL.. friday nite == Liquid Kitchen nite i guess.. its been this way for sometime.. hmm.. wonder how long will it continue like this.. =x..

Viva = Suay = BadDay = WTF

k.. viva 2dae.. all set.. went to sch much earlier just to double check.. tt everything is in place..

wore formal.. went to sch.. den guess wad.. i walk walk walk.. pass atrium.. THE SOLE OF MY SHOE CAME OFF.. !$*(%^^$@)&^&w!#!#6Gr$n#%!$!#@.. OMG la.. zzzz.. i immediately sian 1/2.. i struggle to walk myself into my room.. the whole shoe is simply giving way.. =x..

gt into the ict block lift.. when the lift door opens.. ZZZ.. i saw mr brendon.. n 3 other lecture.. zzz.. feeling so farked liao.. c them still must smile.. den..

Brendon: Hey... Jetson... y r u all dress up? wads the occasion?
Me: oh.. im having viva 2day..
Bredon: oh tts y ur all dress up.. nt wearing slippers heh?
(@^&^*&(&^$!@(8!&#@#%^ <-- my feelings)
Me: *smiles* of coz not.. i cant b wearing singlet and shorts rite?*with actions*
(all the lectures laugh)
Me cont: gt to wear soemthing more formal.. and presentable as a respect for viva..
Brendon: ok.. gd.. so u would b wearing less slippers.. i suppose..
(oh wtf.. i doubt i will b coming to sch anymore..)
Me: Yea..

-.-!!!!!.. finally i gt out of the lift.. zzz.. first was the sole.. now this.. NOOOO.. 祸不单行 yea?

zzzz.. i dunno later presentation how on earth am i going to move arnd lor.. den nvm.. going to start liao.. the yr1 classroom.. still gt ppl.. but i noe some of them.. so i went in.. n joanne n yj sis was like.. wah.. wad u doing.. den i explain to her.. n i show her my shoe.. !.. bunch of them laugh n sae i suay.. YES.. KNN.. i noe im suay.. dont rub salt on my wound.. finally i wait for both my marker to come in class.. den guess wad..

MELVIN TAN 4get to bring his MAC LAPTOP... C*^%%$#*(*_**(^@@!)*... wtf.. seriously.. i reminded him last nite.. sae i will b using his mac com.. to demo.. coz my project the end product only runs on MAC pc.. WTF LA.. zzzzzz.. i prepare all the slides n everything put in external hdd.. prepare to plug into mel's laptop n start the presentation.. now like tt.. -.-!!!!!.. coz the software given to me.. IS TRIAL.. SCH too cheapstake to buy original???.. I DUNNO.. coz org. can make my product runable in windows pc.. -.-.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

end up.. i have to ask both the markers to go back to my room ask incurbation lab.. ZZZ.. n the second marker.. who i dont wan to sae who.. isnt veri happy.. he was like.. y ?.. cant he present in this classroom?.. wad makes him so special.. zzz.. when u think u get a difficult second marker.. think again.. heaven can make things worst.. by making everything u do.. suayed.. -.-..

go in thr.. took.. another 5 mins to prepare.. second marker a bit.. 不耐烦 liao.. zzz.. coz must plug my hdd to my laptop n boot my mac.. must set up projector somemore.. -.-.. oh well..

lagi best.. the second marker.. dont even care wad i present.. was like bo chup.. till i on my product.. tts wad he wans i think.. heng.. i nvr do a long long ppt.. ar bo i think he fell aslp.. =x..

finally..everything over.. comments - here n here need to b edited..here n here need to b resize.. ooohhh.. n im given a week to make the corresponding changes.. oh well.. at least gt time to re do..

finish.. wan to go hm.. wanted to take a cab.. i had enuff of this day..den.. melvin tan kept talking to me.. den ask me.. why just now.. walk so funny.. showed him my shoe.. n he laughed.. =x.. den he suggest using the tapes la, the glue la.. stick.. the sole to the shoe.. !!!.. so tt i could walk hm.. den he started searching for tapes... zzzz.. bo bian.. end up.. i search myself.. n i glue or rather taped my sole to my shoe.. YEA.. i gt the makings of a 鞋匠.. zzzzzz..

den.. as i abt to go hm.. i rmb.. gt the toshiba laptop cleaning workshop.. yea.. n i signed up for it.. so.. k lor.. pulled ah pok go with me.. den on the way thr.. saw jessie.. woot.. she also 2day viva.. zhen qiao.. den ah pok attempt to brainwash her.. coz she dont wanna go for prom nite.. ahahz.. funny leh the 2 of them..

k.. now the cleaning workshop is BULLSHIT.. pure bullshit.. was expecting they help me clean my keyboard or something.. end up.. they take 1 brush.. brush here brush thr.. check bios .. tts all.. wtf.. -.-.. waste my time max.. ZZZZZZZ

finally gt hm..think rest 1 day.. fri den carry on tuning my project.. =x..

Coming Soon..

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